MOOOOOOOOOOOOVED!

ONE PAPER DOWNNNNN~

JUS GOT MY NAME TAGGGGG!
nice hor?
but the not so nice thing is..
im being attached to ST LUKE'S HOSPITAL AT BUKIT BATOK!
okok not tht the hospi is not good (sam say good :D)
BUT THE PLACE IS FARRRRRRRRRRR~
ok im not WHINING im jus SAYING.
AHHAHA!
wah heng 5 days nia~ AHHAHA!














<3
gona last me until physio paper! :D

okay im a super indecisive person.
yeah i know.
cnt even decide on which wallet to get =.=
cnt even decide on which belt to get..
yeah hate myself being so popo mama.
ohwell.......
it's me.

mum, stop forcing me.
if this cont' you will lose me.
i assure you.

there is nothing left to be explained.
thanks for the doubt.
it hurts me like shit.

我只想牵着你的手
从春意到深秋
陪着你看尽花开花落
我只想被你牵着手
就这样往前走
吟唱一首永远完美的歌

what can i do to make things better??
im happy with my life now.
super satisfied and everything.
and why mus this issue surface again..
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
there is so much tht i want to tell you,
but im so afraid that you might not take it well.
yeah so i skipped it and avoid talking about it.
but why why why why why must you racked it up again..
i thought you have accepted me.
maybe i ASSUMED you have.
and hell yeah, i was wrong.
im so tired with all these things.
if i had a choice,
i wont wan myself to be this way.
BUT I DUN HAVE A FUCKING CHOICE OVER THIS THING.
can you jus accept me? PLEASE?
im not blaming you for wadever you are doing.
you are my mum.
you have the rights to care about me and wadever,
BUT..
wad you are doing is making me feel terrible.

maybe the only solution is to end off everything.
EVERYTHING.
im tired.
i dun wana face this anymore.
spare me.
please.

yesyes its 3.11am in the morning and im stil wide awake.
so lazy to revise muscle tissue...
tmr soooooooo gona read up the rest of my anat and hopefully i can do well for the mcqs.


















staring at this makes me happy!
AHHA!
brushed my teeth ald.. cnt eat..
and finally after sooo long,
ive got my cookies!
wonder whr are all my pizza pocky, nicenice buiscuits, nicenice titbits..
HAHAHHA!
okok shall not complain ald!
if not next time shen me dou mei you! O.O
COOOOOOKIESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
im so easily contented.
alrighto time to sleep! (even though i haven done revising muscle tissue)
GOODNIGHT WORLD!

im feeling happy everyday.

with you things can only be better.

WHEEEEEEEE~

YAYYYYYYY!
I SURVIVED THE HELL PT TRAINING!
hhahhah!
feel so satisfied with myself!
so looking forward to sun sea training.
hope i can improve then preceed on from the newbie category!
AHAHAH!!

okay~ im like revising my NEVES now yeah now 2am =.=
wad to do right?
wasted my entire day in sch never really do much things...
consult the 2 lecturers thn tried to study in sch.
yeah TRIED =.=
then go training.
the endrophines are working on me now.
shall make use of it and STURRRRRRRRRRRDY.
and yes,
even though i have alot of things going on in my life,
i still wan myself to do well in sch.
i hope i can do well...
though now it seem to be a lil *gulps*
i will do well for this 2 ppr!
i mean..
I MUST DO WELL FOR THIS 2 PPR!
HANG ON THERE YF!
HANG ON THERE ALL THE OT AND PT PPL!
HANG ON THERE L! :D

我的心情因为你而起伏不定。
hope you will be fine tmr.

路不是一开始就非常顺畅 爱也不是一开始就很辉煌
抛锚 跌倒 你还好都在身边
每个眼神都是我精神食粮 看着你那么包容体谅让我决定
尽全力送你全世界最好的
I don’t wanna loose u and I will always love u
你是我的老婆 你的明天就交给我
I don’t wanna leave u Oh how much I love u
你是我的最爱 没有任何人能把你替代 Oh my heart
谁不希望跟爱的人爱到老 谁不想早上起床有人拥抱
爱情这东西 没有人会不要
但幸福要靠俩人把手牵好 看着你那么善解人意让我决定
我相信你是全世界最好的
I don’t wanna loose u and I will always love u
你是我的老婆 你的明天就交给我
I don’t wanna leave u Oh how much I love u
你是我的最爱 没有任何人能把你替代
I don’t wanna loose u and I will always love u
你是我的老婆 你的快乐就交给我
I don’t wanna leave u Oh how much I love u
你是我的最爱 没有任何人能把你替代
Oh my heart for you

Saisissez chaque occasion qui vient à toi, vivez sans des regrets.
(Grab every opportunity that comes to you, live with no regrets)

this is more or less wad ive been doing.
im buying a oakley shades if im staying longerrrr!!! :D
if not its either my specs dive into the water or my contacts will jus li jia chu zou.

OHOHOH and i seriously didnt know i can do so much!
:DDDD

this is EXACTLY how i feel after my anat and physio lec.
always have motion sickness aft those lec..
*shake head*

"People get stuck in moments.
Hearts break and don’t fix easy.
Love is nothing easy. It is not cheap.
It is the greatest thing that happens on this planet, and so it comes priced as gold.
But I still say it’s worth it, that love is real and possible.
There are things worth fighting for."

READY? PADDLES UP!

Dboating was damn freaking funnnnn!~
land training on fri.
gona run 4km and do gym...
duno can take it not...
OHOH! im a right rower! :D

O.O
and yes...
now im back with studies =.=
so siannnnn~~
maybe go jogging later.
YAWNSSSSS~
someone having fun at bishan eating at cafe cartel watching insception WITHOUT ME!!! humph..
hahahhahah! :DDDD

RED.

"this song makes me think of you."
damn touched.
i swear.

MY CORN! <3

YAYYYYYYYYYYY!
ytd class outing was damn awesome!
damnnnnn fun!
we flew kite,
eat like nobody's business,
play with lil boyboy,
stare at cupcake babies,
piggy back-ed,
built sandcastle,
dig hole burry ppl,
frisbee-ed,
vollet ball-ed,
play monopoly deal,
play stupid games ( ping pong piang, murderer, i have..., married shag shoot, wo shi quan zhang)
WE CLIMBED MT FABER! HAHAHA!
aweesome class outing!!!
now, im slightly roasted =.=
HAHAH!
:D

WAHAHHAHAH EXAMS ARE OVER~!
tho the last ppr was damn crap (okay shall now dwell on it =.=)
NWAY,
was busy online shopping.
gotta replenish my current wardrobe with more tees!!
will be heading to bugis to grab some essentials next week~
OH OH OH im buying deck shoes at iluma next wk too!
OH OH OH! and maybe steamboating at bugis too!
(no wonder beat says bugis is my 2nd home)
BUT I DAMN LONG NEVER GO ALD!!!!!
my last shopping trip was superrrrrrrrrrrrr long ago man..
T.T
okay~
so for now, exams are over (FOR NOW ONLY)
gona start studying on wed HOPEFULLY,
cus after 3 wks gona have another round of pprs.
after tht will be clinical attachment!
wonder which hospi will i be attached to..
i think will be CGH lor..
NEH MIND thn i will see peiqi almost everyday again!!!!!!
:D hahaha!
didnt have to chance to see CGH phsio clinic before...
should be not bad right? O.O
NWAY~
tday will be an awesome day,
cus i'll be slacking around at home and going out late evening to listen to great live music!
WHOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO :D

ohyahhh~
my jaws are dislocating soon man..
it feels like its gona stuck everytime i YAWNNNNN.
so scary pls!
like it will never be closed back again!
but well,
it did luh! FOR NOW.
jiaalat.
what if it didnt!!!!
okok i gotta take care of my jaws realllll well and yawn gently~
alrighto~
YOG is coming!
(not like it REALLY affects me)
but yes~ its coming right after NDP.
OHYEAH OHYEAH OHYEAH HEYYYY!~

okokok i shall cont to think of wad to do to waste my time~
HAHAAHHA
WOAH SHIOKKKK DAO!~
(ohyah! gotta meet up with les xin bird beat SOOOOON!!!)

life is awesome w/o studies.
HAHAHA!

LALALLA~
kine-ing now.
anyone wana join me?
YOU WILL LOVE IT!
jus like how i LOVE KINE!
*PUNCH KINE ON THE FACE*

我喜欢你的眼 看着我的眼
我喜欢你的脸 贴着我的脸
我喜欢你的手 牵着我的手
我喜欢你的口 吻着我的口

时间在改变 你不要改变
因为我很爱你 不想要你放弃爱情
友情这段得来不易
我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想
就这样继续爱下去
时间在改变 你不要改变
因为我很爱你 不想要你放弃爱情
友情这段得来不易
我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想
就这样继续爱下去

因为我很爱你 不想要你放弃爱情
友情这段得来不易
我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想
就这样继续爱下去
因为我很爱你 不想要你放弃爱情
友情这段得来不易
我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想
就这样继续爱下去

HAPPY~

:B

因為愛，所以愛，珍惜在一起的愉快
一分開，你不在，懷念空氣裡的對白
因為愛，所以愛，讓我付出我的關懷
不管風吹或日曬，我才明白一切都是因為愛~

"but from the bottom of my heart
i'm truely happy now"

me too.

DESPICABLE ME is such a nice movie luhhhh!!!
funny+ sweet + cute + hear warming~
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED KAY!
nway i kinda screw up my ROM tday.
hope i wont do that badly overall..
please let me get a B at least..
20% leh..
*worried*

im so sick and tired of studying this stupid prac!
goodness so much to memorise.
im damn tired.
wana sleep but i know i will feel guilty knowing tht i didnt study =.=
but im like doing 101 random things but jus not studying!
can tue jus faster come and go?
!#@#@$!@
gotta stuck with this shit fo rthe next few yrs.
happy new year yf!
HUAT AHHHHHHHHH~

omgomgomogmomg
gona have another round of prac exam next wed..
havent memorize finish wad i suppose to know..
jialat..
its alot pls! have ben mugging and mugging (ok maybe not so kua zhang)
but yeah have been studying know~
thrn got socio, kine written, amatomy coming up!..
T.T

and WALAU SO LONG NEH SHOP ALD!!!!
T.T
need to upgrade my closet..
so sian,keep choosing same old clothes to wear..
duno wad to wear tmr..
HAHAHAH!
WALAU DAMN VAIN POT!
buay tahan..

okk shall stop nagging and go SLP.

This is a quote from Wikipedia:
"Despite the perceptions that people may hold, owing to the long lashes and high pitched voice of Tweety, Tweety is male."

TWEETY IS A BOY BOYYY! :D
HAHAH!
okok samsam you win.

YOU WANT YOU WANT??!!
I WANT I WANT!!!!!!! :D

the oh-so-sec-sch song~
:B

"how far are we now from where we used to be?"
ouch daooo~
i know im a lousy friend.
too caught up with wad im doing now.
too busy with sch and social life.
yeah my bad.
i think ive been neglecting to many peeps.
elaine,manda, monsters, jc clique, drama mates, S10peeps, yuxin, unkwn peeps, RE blah blah blah.
goodness wad have i been doing?..
sorry peeps, you guys are not forgotten.
my bad my bad..
time to plan for gatherings man..
sian prac in 2 weeks time..
socio exam in 3wks time..
kine exam in 4weeks time..
i need MORE TIME MAN!..

ahhhh~
anything luh.
hate explaining myself.
越描越黑。
随便啦，随便。
from jc explain until now still cannot pull myself out of it.
do i have to do this 10 0000000 times in my life?
yeah maybe.

METATHESIOPHOBIA.

hello lightbulbs,
pls SHOO~
hahahaha!

hope things will be easy after tmr.
*praying*

放弃你放弃爱情
放弃了所有权利
连自己都知道这不公平.

i feel like puking =.=
you know the feeling when your chest is so damn 闷,
闷until wana puke?..
yea that kinda feeling.
you are supposed to be home an hour ago..
stuuuuupiak airline!
delay delay delay!
delay 1 or 2 hours ok liao mah!
walau eh delay 6 hours?!
SＴUPIAK！ (stupid + piak the face)
3 more hours...
urghhhhhhhh~!
T.T

cant help but to feel ))))):
flight delay WTH..
when will you be back?............

its not easy to balance this 3 things.
=.=
tue gona do for scholarship interview.
if i passed it...
need to maintain damn high GPA..
means i need to mug like there's no tmr.
sian ness..
social life how? sleep how??
jialat....

OHMYGAWDDDD!
17hrs more to go!
:DDD

Isn’t it amazing how a person who was once just a stranger, suddenly meant the world to you?

WHOOOO~
gona shave one portion of my hair SOOOON.
gone HIGHLIGHT ALSOOOO~
WHOOHOOOO~~
okay,
tday quite productive studied quite abit :D
alrighto! mon is coming!!
waiting for 11pm LALLALA~

i wish you lived down the street...

:DDDDD

WHEEEEE~
jus had a daily dosage of l~
waiting for 11pm to come :B
happy daoooo~
hahha!

feeling urber relieved.
beatbeat, thanksX100000!!
didnt expect such response from you :)
will subsequently open this up,
when things are more...
SETTLED.
AHHAHA!

21st faster comeeeeeee
faster comeeeee~

i cnt help but to feel..
suan suan de.
but shu fu...
i'm still not used to all these.
i know i shouldnt tie you up so tightly.
i know i know i know.
but i'm jus worried,
worried of every single thing tht MIGHT happen.
i know i should have more confidence in you.
i know i know i know..
i will learn to be a better sm (:
possessiveness runs in my blood.
haha.
come home quickly yea~

have started my camping sessions ald~
tday not too bad. studied quite abit, come home sleep like pig.
missed my jogging time =.=
and ate icecream tnight.
OHGOSH.
how to keep fit lidat!
and i think i ate chocolate ytd..
JIAAAALAT.
ahahhaha!
okok tmr i will go work out...
i miss frisbe sessions!!! gona go back on wed mannnn! =D
alrighto! time to go back to studies yo~

i've chosen to follow my heart.
sorry for all the disappointments,
i cant help.
i'm prepared to face wadever i coming on.
i'm sorry.

:B

ytd's gathering was AWESOME PLS~
happy to know that FELLOW FOLKS are doing great!
beat and joyce look damnnnnn blissful pls!~
AHHAHA
last long kay!! (exceed july for godness sake)
hahaha!
okay gona go mug soon.
hope energy level CAN LAST LONG AS WELL!
and YES 3+1 scholarship! IM COMING~!

be good when i'm not around.
be back soon L :B

am i having a clear mind?
can someone enlighten me?

Love is madness; it’s too easy to lose your mind when you lose your heart.

tday is superrrr tiring.
tired like siao...
but well~
breakfast was awesome~
love the way things are now =D
jus this way.
=D

"i duno wad to talk about, but i wanna talk to you"

how i wish time could rewind and STOP.
jus STOP RIGHT THERE.
YES THERE *points*
=B

hate kine hate kine hate kine hate kine!
i wanted to study finish one chap tday!
WOAHLAO! ITS DAMN TOUGH!
cnt even unds a single thing!@#@!$#
URGHHHHH~
stupid lecturer duno how to teach one.
keep asking qns like we DAMN SMART lidat
at the end of the lec EVERYONW KNOWS NUTS!
WTH?!
stuuuuuuuuuuuuupid.

Truth: I’m scared. I’m terrified to get too close to you because I don’t want to get my heart broken. I’m afraid that if we take this further I’m just going to get hurt and to be honest, I don’t think I could take that.My heart is weak, remember?

Everytime you are near, i can't stop smiling (:

说了再见

the day is awesome when it ends well =D

oh gawd.
ive got lots to catch up.
duno wad ive been doing these few days man seriously.
gotta catch up on kine, physio, bahasa, socio, anatomy.
all not revised yet.

spent too much time on prac ald.
the rest kana push one side.
jialat...
tmr gona go parway with sam to get neumann.
then go study~ at whr?
i seriously have no idea.
but jushope tht i can chiong my physiology tmr.
X.X

sch is still awesome cus classmates are fun.
but studies is =.=

hp!~

i duno wad will happen in the end.
happiness? disappointment? sadness? ah~ wadever.

tmr prac exam.
wish me luck man..
i need alot of luck.
gona be soo tough.
30% somemore.
ok i should sleep early.
like now.

feel like dying.
can someone jus take a knife and poke RIGHT HERE?
OHHHHHWELL~
wad to do.
this week sucks.
i will be fine soon.
gotta chiong for my prac ald.
jiayou bah~

One Tree Hill

Haley: You love him right?
Booke: Like you don't even know.
Haley: Then don't wait. Life's too short to play games. If you love somebody and you wanna be with them, then go get them. Deal with the mess later. We don't know what tomorrow will bring.

就顺其自然，走一步看一步 =D
dun wana move on, i wana move along.
along wuth you.
听到吗?

"If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.

You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.
But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible"

我已经分不清什么该做，什么不该做。

"just don't give up, i'm working it out~
lalala~"

jus as much as it sounded casual, i took it seriously.
haha! =B

我以為我的溫柔　
能給你整個宇宙
我以為我能全力　
填滿你感情的缺口
專心陪在你左右　
彌補他一切的錯
也許我太過天真　
以為奇蹟會發生...

when there is more than one "leader" in the grp,
it's time for me to shut up.
dun wana get into fights man...
=.=

nway, i'm melting every single day pls~
*FAINTS*

okay i know it's impossible.

超人也会难过。

OHMYGOD..
IM TIRED!!!!
but i need to study. gotta memorise some funny looking table and revise some work.
AIYOYOYOYOYO~
why am i loitering online again!
=DD
nway i'm feeling happy tday!
HAHAHA!
LALLALALA~

喜欢不一定要拥有。

NO FRINGE!

sorry uh, your frend here trying to act cool but... butt FAIL.

ohyah i got my friends are damn funny!
here it goes:

FJ asking me: so wed wana go run not?
me: i duno if i will recover uh.. we see how?
PH: you guys running?? WAN GO SWIM??
zino: SWIM? where? swimming pool here?
PH: yah~ but.. i forgot uh i think i cannot got girl's stuff...
zino: O.O I THOT GOT 塞的？？
WE ALL LAUGH LIKE SIAOOOOOO!!!~~~

FJ: you know that time i nv bring so i get from me frend. then she gave me this loreal( ok i thot tht one my facial wash brand sia) or sth one. WALAU MACHIAM DIAPERS SIA! i ask her this is PAD or DIAPERS MAN!

HAHAHHAHA! MY CLASSMATES DAMN FUNNY MANNNNN!!! and we talk about such things when we are lunching.. how civilize..
all should go etiquette lesson man~
HAHA!
ok my ears hurt.
and i NEED TO READ UP!
yanfen OFF YOUR COM!

my flu is getting btr.
cus all the yellowish sticky disgusting mucus (according to kelly description) is coming out.
my head feel like btr not heavy ald.
BUT...
my ear starts to hurt..
and feels sore?
and got liquid inside..
DIE ALD mean infected again.
thur gotta go back CGH i think i need to make appointment on wed.
i scared pls.
wad if i go deaf..
omg luh...
T.T
why is such thing happening to me sia..
!@#$!@#$#
nway,
i should go read up clarkson now.
tmr is sexy tank top day AGAIN.
stay tune to fb for sexy pics =D
HAHAH

me: " hey haven't seen you around in campus. you must have withdrew ald right? all the best in wadever decisions you gonna make. stay cool."

C: "thanks alot man! you are peiqi right?"

i didnt reply.
i guess tht's the best chioce.
let her assume i'm pq, at least make her feel more comfortable.
really wish that you will hang on RIGHT THERE.
do sth you wan.
dun anyhow give up.
我都还没放弃，你没资格放弃.
jiayou.

(not like she will read it. but yah my thoughts)

okay so yanfen is sick.
and super lots of ppl sick these few days kay!
uhooohhh...
i'm like trying to force myself to sweat so tht i recover faster and can go ultimate Frisbee next week!
not too sure if i've got a fever..
i think dun have uh lazy go take temp.
my throat like gona pain lidat.
but havent uh..
so it's SLIGHTLY sore?
hahah!
but kept sneezing coughing luh.
and i'm taking so much medication!
may me damn seh =.=
like weak lidat
haha!

okay peiqi frend make me super HIGH leh!!!!
SUPER!
hahaha!
say i look like SUPERSTAR SIA!
cus she thinks i can sing (apperantly me and fuji sing too loud ald) and look cool~~~
WAHAHHAHA WAHAHAHHWAHHHAHAHHAHAHA!
tao yannnn~~
she stalk stalk me~~
*SHYS*
EH PQ cannot tell her i lidat one uh *point above* mus have IMAGE KAY IMAGE~
HAHAHAHAHH!

ok enough yf, enough.
HAHAH!
alrighto have been resting too much.
i should start studying after lunch!
ohshit gona miss my jogging session again..
ohyah i'm contemplating to join ultimate league not..
HMM...

got my nus acceptance letter =)

我相信大家都会有很想得到的东西。
但是，当你的到时，你会赫然发现原来你不能负荷种种的压力或挑战。
你就会发现梦想和现实真的有一定的差别。
being a PT is sort of my ambition.
esp aft my ahma incident.
i wana help ppl,
wan a job tht can interact with ppl,
wan a job that i really love.
i gave up going uni and chose this path.
not like it's something noble.
but, it's an opportunity cost.
well it's week 2 in nyp.
i kinda realise tht things weren't so easy.
i mean ive knew it earlier but when you really start to sit in lec and prac which you dun unds, O.O there.
you feel shitty.
and yes i feel shitty.
doubting if i am capable enough to cont',
doubting if i can cope with wadever is coming on.

i suck in prac,
i suck in human anatomy.
i cnt rmb terms,
i cnt recognise bones or palpate properly.
i cnt even rmb those terms that are taught in lec ytd!
i am this stupid idiot in param lesson asking ppl what is this and that.
i feel dumb.

i know ppl will say AIYA 2ns WEEK NIA! EVERYONE LIDAT ONE!
i tell you. you are wrong.
i duno, mayb i'm always inferior, always no confi or wadever.
but i'm seriously doubting myself if i can manage everything.
3yrs of pt stuff.
and it's sth so specialised.
nus FASS and ntu econs suddenly sound appealing to me.
haha..

tmr i have no sch.
wanted to chill out jc friends but realise they are all busy.
i've got alot to tell them.
but i guess slowly when we have our own things to be busy with,
we all will jus drift.
haha..
hope everyone is doing fine with their own stuff.
i shall stop grumbling and start on sth serious.
like sleeping.
( ultimate frisbee was fun =D)

"When one door of happiness closes, another open. But often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us."

I'm super tired tday.
tmr 9am-6pm wapiang.
can die pls..
tday i kinda slept in param class,
cus i have no idea what the hell is going on =.=
and tmr i need to rush home by 7 so that i can get my elective.
FASTEST FINGERS YO..
i seriously dun think i will reach home within an hour.
now thinking of other ways..
ohgod...

my mind is occupied with sinful things~
JIALAT.

antibiotics makes me SUPER tired.
SUPER.
feel very seh~
like falling asleep anytime?
hate taking medi.
hate putting tht stupid eardrop which ALWAYS go into my throat!
very uncomfortable leh!!!
=((
stupid ear.
got hole.
URGH.

okay annoying things aside.
tho i'm enjoying poly life,
BUT I REALLY MISS MY CLIQUE!
hope everyone is fine and enjoying their life!
=D

one of my classmate came up to me and ask me if i work somewhere before studying in NYP.
i was like YUPPPPP!!!
then she say YOU WORK IN RESORT WORLD???!!!!
i'm like no...
(i sell beer obe pls =.= ok i didnt say tht)
she say that SHE SAW ME AT RESORT WORLD??
cus she USED TO WORK THERE!
and she say THE PERSON SHE SAW (apparently she thot was me) WAS ALSO STUDYING IN TPJC!
i was like...
no i'm not a resort world type of person. so... not me...
she was like O.O
i really thought was you!
then..
i realise, i think the one she saw was..
hui jia.
HAHAHAHHA!
=.=
flattered much.

It's sweet when someone knows every single detail about you.
Not because you constantly remind them,
but because they pay attention.

I'm back from CGH.
was suppose to be alright after the treatment of my ear.
but...
the removal of fugus didnt improve my hearing cus..
there are TWO FREAKING HOLES IN MY TYMPANUM.
tympanum=耳膜
and that's why i cnt hear properly.
only minimal sound...
wah i'm kinda depress?
if this thing doesnt improve i will need to go for surgery in 2 weeks time.

and the experience in CGH was...
DAMN BAD.
firstly the doc announce to me tht there is one hole (bad enuff)
and he gave the STUN LOOK!
WALAU EH!
IM SUPPOSE TO BE THE STUN ONE RIGHT?!
HIS EXPRESSION WAS EPIC TTM PLS!
i thot all doc are suppose to be calm and everything??
walay eh!
his stunned look was worst thn my mum's and mine pls!!

ok nvm, thn go clean my ears.
WALAU it was kinda scary? and noisy?
like vacuming my ear!
ok it wasnt painful but jus uncomfortable.
like my LEFT EYEBALL gona be sucked away lidat!
i was closing my eye throughout the whole session and...
OH! THERE'S ANOTHER HOLE!
BIGGER ONE!
i almost fainted.
and the doc kinda screamed?
he is a guy.
he SCREAMED.
my mum O.O, went to see and yes BINGO! another hole!

then medication time.
he prepare it and say "gona be slightly painful, so sorry"
i was like alright.
he put the medi in my ear.
Doc: "painful??"
me: "NOPE!"
...after one minute...
me: "WAHHHHHHHHH 痛!!!!!!!" (exact reaction, never add any effects kay!)
it was SOOOOOOOOOO PAINFUL that i SHUT MY EYE, BIT MY LOWER LIPS.
my mum was like, VERY PAIN UH??
i cant ans, CUS REALLY V PAIN!
STINGING SPLITING PAIN!!
doc: " let her rest first" (he walk away, like i some loser lidat =.=)
the nurse very good luh.
she was like burning pain right? awhile go off ald you rest a while.
then really luh after awhile ok ald.
my mum say my lips we shaking cus of the pain.
I SWEAR IT'S PAINFUL!
the assistant doc say cus the wound is RAW thts why v painful..
i should have cook it thoroughly. =.=
when i was fine, i get up and the nurse told me to make payment ald.
eh?
then no need see the doc uh??
walau at least say bye to me mah!!
near $200 can! then nv say BYE TO ME!
at least ask me ok ald?
WALAU EH! NEVER ASK =.=
AHHAHAHA!

and i was AGAIN given antibiotics for 2 weeks and eardrop.
kinda realise i'm eating one mth of antibiotics ald.
making me damn sleepy and felt very weak lor..
=((
and i cnt go jogging cus i'm on medication?
walau kill me pls..

"Physiotherapists should know how to take care of themselves before taking care of their patients." my mentor told us this during prac lessons.
SO I SHOULD GET WELL REAL SOON!!!

school was really fun!
tho 4hrs lec was terrible uh...
wah was super sleepy pls~
but i like wad i'm learning luh!
esp human anatomy.
tho i dun really get wads going on...
like we learn all the chim chim terms.
sound like professionals liddat sia.
actually we know nuts lor!
wad sagital plane, dorsal, platenal ok wadever~
hahaha!
had lots of fun in sch.
classmates were super fun also!
OMG OMG!
LAB SESSION WAS THE BEST!
we learn how to carry patients, shift patients on bed etc.
thn we try on each other.
i swear it's damn fun!
tho alot of butt touching....
HAHHAHA!
tday sch starts at 9am ends at 6pm.
wah super tired by then.
journey homw was 1h15mins??
horrendous.
10000000 ppl in train can..
then another 10 000 in bus =.=
reach home 7 plus ald...

OKAY seh things ASIDE.
i'm gona see a cadaver tmr!!!!
siqi says certain parts look like char siew....
wah i swear if it realy look like,
i not gona eat charsiew for 3 yrs man!!!
OHYAH!
one of my classmate actually ate 2 SWEET POTATO FOR LUNCH????
like WTH???
2 freakinf SWEET POTATO and gona last HIM whole day???
O.O
i was damn AMAZE LUH!
and he says he eat sweet potato, cereal for lunch one.
i seriously still havent get over it luh!
and he dun eat titbits??
the only fastfood he eat is MOSBURGER?
i should learn from him man..
SERIOUSLY.
and yes,
MY CLASSMATES ARE DAMNNNNN FUN! =D
i'm really enjoying sch RIGHT NOW!
mayb cause there's no exam etc.
first week, honeymoon know~
last time jc also lidat.
KANA SCAM PLS.
AHHAHA!

school was AWESOME cus classmates were AWESOME LUH!
=D

SCHOOL IS STARING TMR!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG!
i'm NERVOUS? kinda SCARED? slightly EXCITED? and... SELF CONSCIOUS...
aiyoyoyoyoyoyoyooyo~
HAHA!
OMG i hope all my classmates are nice and everything X.X
tmr sch ends at 3pm,
ALL THE BEST YANFEN!
HAHAHAHA!

KELLY is sooooo awesome luh!
she re-typed the whole timtable and send to me~
SO NICE RIGHT!
and the timetable my scl gave us was unreadable.
ok mayb i noob.
HAHAHAH!
AND SHE OFFERED TO HELP ME GET MY NOTES!!
so i no need go scl early =DDDD
SUPPER NICE OF HER LUHHH!!! =DDD
OH! thur i only have class on odd weeks!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!
ok that's the good part.
the fml part i shall not elaborate.
OH btw,
i've got FUNGUS INFECTION in my ear.
and the doc say: ALOT FUNGUS IN THERE.
my life is so HAPPENING! fml.

millie gave me a piece of cheesecake from NY.
as is literally NEWYORK.
but...
wads that blue-ish black colour thing at the side of the cake??
oh.
i think it a mould.
O.O

still as funny~
=DDD

some ppl have this X factor that makes ppl pay more attn to them.
i think he is tht kind of person.
is the word charming to describe him? =/

=(
i haven't got my pay know~
one mth plus ald..
why they lidat...
not like i earn 100bucks per hour right...
they nv give me my money know~
the lil lil money they also no wan gib me...
=(((

my left ear is officially infected.
and is partially deaf.
please speak to me on my right.
thankyou for your cooperation =)

not my type of song
BUT NICE EH?

Eenie meenie miney mo!

can i have this pretty pretty bag?


and this pretty pretty shoes?

one cost $67 the other one $40.50 any nice souls?
i give you 5 teddy hugs in return =D
teddy *shy*

HAHAHAH LOOK ALIKE NOT??
eyes still small small one..
AHHAHAH!

听我说,
爱是对的.
错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人
而爱错人.
爱是对的,
错的是别自以为懂爱
才会又爱人又伤害人.

was frantically searching for my recent passport size photo but i end up with this..



adorable yanfen(P4)

"nobody is born to know how to take care of patients"
i should stop thinking so much and START DOING THE ENROLLMENT STUFF!

=((
totally miss hk can.
ppl there are damn cool lor!
tho half the time i have no idea wad they talking bout.
but yah!
ppl there dress damn nicely!
like you know they spend time thinking of wad to wear then go out.
so the whole city is filled with good looking ppl lor!
but if singaporeans dress that way right,
ppl think they SIAO.
like OVERDRESSED.
but in hk,
it's normal kay!!
ppl wear casual blazer, nice jacket, scarf etc.
and they dun look weird!
the weather there super nice luh!
tho you sense the heat from the sun but the wind is COOLING~~
damnnn shiok!!!
haahhaha!

OH!
sth interesting happen!!
i was patronizing this shop with mum
looking thru all the denim clothes.
then one of them say in canto "THIS BOY XIU QI, TALL TALL ONE,PRETTY BOYYYYYY!!"
ok i dun unds, that's wad my mum whispered to me in my ears luh.
i turn to them gave them the CUTEST SMILE EVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.
they gave this funny sound.
i duno is AWW or wad luh anw they GIGGLED~
then i said " 我是女生。"
*SMILE*
they O.O
HAHHAHAH!
then i left *GRINS*
=DD

OHYAH talking bout shopping there's this place in mongkok super similar to bugis street but it's in a shopping mall.
AND ITS MORE BUGIS STREET THAN BUGIS STREET LUH!
(if you can unds)
all the youngsters go there shop.
ALOT OF THINGS CANNNNNNNNNN!!!!
hahha!
damn high.

eh, WHO WANA GO HK WITH ME?
i going end of yr AGAIN!
hopefully!!
air tick arnd $320(2 way)
i spent less then 1.5K (including air tic, hotel, tic to macau, shopping eating etc)
I WAN GO THERE AGAIN LUH!
this trip is WAY TOO SHORT TO SATISFY ME!
HAHAHAHA! WHOO~

I'M BACK!

okay,
i need tons of sleep AND i need to finish up my NYP enrolment stuff.
hk pics up on FB soooon.
i think my sis is damn smart.
hk like her di pan lidat~
=D

WILL BE FLYING IN 8HOURS TIME!
but...
duno leh feel so not secure.
left my nyp allication stuff not done at all.
well did medical checkup only.
come back mus rush like siao~
alrighto,
shall meet up with all my friends aft my HK trip!
YAY!

ohyah,
thanks Mr pokka!

HAHAHAHHAHA
LOLLOLOLOLOLOLOOLOL~

GOING FOR MACS BREAKFAST NOW~!

阿拉叭嗶擂叭拉阿嚕叭拉嗶

tmr will b week 1 day 3!
wapiang there's so much stuff to do!
esp the enrolment thing.
cnt believe i will b going hk w/o completing all these application.
BO BIAN AHHHHHHHHH~
mon need to call and tell them if they can extent thw dates for me.
omg omg omg luh..
and i will need to pay FIRST before i accept their offer.
=.=
$1148.75 kay..
then need go down UOB somemore!
OH tday went to have my body checkup.
waited 10 000 years for my turn can!
went for X ray, height and weight, urine test, check eyes and BLOOD TEST.
i've never had any blood test before uh!
was SUPER nervous!
but thn it turn out to be okok lor.
not very pain luh.
SUAN SUAN feeling. HAHA.
the nurses vey funny =D
okay my results will b our on wed.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT!?
i'm flying on wed!
WTF!
i cnt know e results!
@#$!@$@
alright then i will need to send in mail and stuff over when i reach S'pore which is on sat.
SADLY i will only arrive at night so sun thn can send.
BUT if i send by mail will be too late! cus postman dun work on SUN!
and MON IS THE DATELINE!
so i need to bring all the doc PERSONALL DOWN to nyp on mon...
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
and so, i will need to email in and ask em to extent mt dateline..
i dun why they cant jus cnfm wih me over the phone.
MUS EMAIL THEN CAN!
WALAU EH!
WHAT'S THIS MAN!!
nvm nvm as long as i can go in to my desired course all this rubbish is nth~

jus came home from SATA.
realise that i may not pass the checkup cus of some family history and stuff.
i was so shock when my mum told me uh.
walau if i nv pass jus simply means that i cnt go healthcare sector ald.
how...
super sian.

done with week1 day2 =DD
feels DAMN SHIOK AHHHHH!
ok,
i need to book appt for my body checkup before my hk trip.
i hope i can go with the rest..
WE WILL GO NYP TGT TGT YAH!!!

WEEK 1 DAY2 staring in 5 mins time!
more pull ups, more push ups, more abdominal muscle training.
WHEEEEEEE~

"Normal has always felt like a lie to me, a too-tight sweater we force ourselves to wear. Normal has never been too kind to women, to children, or people of color, people mired in poverty, anyone different in any way. Normal is good for no one, really. "

urber full,
urber tired.
but so full how to sleep?!
walau...
so full.
so so so full...
oh week1 day1 postpone to tmr.
weather wasn't on my side tday.
i will wake up EARLY TMR!
YAWNS...
how...
cnt sleep..

WEEK1 DAY1

i think i need to post a challenge to myself or sth.
like set a target to motivate myself to go work out.
ok.
tmr morning i'm gona wakey early.
run 2.4,
do 50 pull up thing from that funny machine.
20 push up again from some funny machine.
25 sit ups.
so i will work out 3days per week.
by week 6 i hope i can run FASTER and do MORE sit ups,push ups and pull ups!
\m/

I WILL WAKE UP EARLY TMR!

Truth

you can close your eyes to the things you don’t want to see,
but you can’t close your heart to the things you don’t want to feel.

多想再叫您一声阿嬷。

在小的时候我的阿嬷对我最好
所有最好的东西都会留给我
她还常常带我到幼稚园看人在游玩
有人在玩办家家酒..
还有人在玩捉迷藏的游戏.
她常常叮咛我将来一定要好好的念书
别等到长大像父亲一样没什麼成就
在当时的我完全听不懂
阿嬷您到底是在说些什么
长大懂事后我才知到她的话是什麼意思
我会把您说的话一直一直牢记在心底
想起一切一切的过去
常常使人难以忘却
时间一分一秒的流逝
在我的心里常常想起您
阿嬷您现在在那儿
我的呼唤您可有听见
我的认真与我的成功您看见了吗
我的呼唤您知道吗
您现在过的好吗
身旁有人在照顾您吗
希望来生可以再让您疼惜
当您永远的孙子
再呼唤您一声阿嬷

Life is unpredictable

He was a guai guai boy boy in class.
very good in maths.
very easy paiseh, face will red kind.
he love to rap with husayn.
and was in St John if i rmb correctly.
though i wasnt so close to him but he was my classmate for 4 yrs.
i will rmb him as the studious boy, always sitting at the corner of the class.
rest in peace Anselmor...

mummy,
if you could stop doing things that make my life miserable i would really appreciate it.
i'm thinking if i should tell you how i feel.
hate bringing this issue up.
but i know if i don't,
you will con't doing wadever idiotic things you are doing.
mum, i 19 liao let me decide how i wana lead my life can?
you are making my life damn 辛苦 and 难过。
so should i talk to you about this or not.
to tell or not to tell...

A fact of life: After Mon and Tue even the calender says W T F...

HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH~

forward to 0.35
jus watch and listen.
LISTEN.

tell me i will still have this reaction.
告诉我一切是假的。

寄生虫

“他好我就好，但是我在哪里？”- 陳怡文

Viewers' Choice 2010

http://www.mediacorp.com.sg/viewerschoice2009/local06.htm

GO WATCH! few sec nia~
and everytime i hear/see tht adv i will XIA DAO.
"灯泡在那里？"
ALWAYS sounded like "燕芬在那里？"
WALAU.
i always tio SHOCK.
and i feel so damn stupid after that.
=.=
hahahhahahaha!

我有健康又浓密的头发！
i use 头与肩膀.
AHAHAHHA!
okay,
zao liao~

this is Blue, the BABE.















this is Magenta, the DUDE.

majenta is a BOY. Blue is a GIRL.
The point of them doing that was to show little boys and girls that colour doesnt belong to a gender.
Meaning, pink isnt only for girls and blue isnt only for boys.

HAHAHAHHAHA!
interesting right??
i always thought blue is a boyboy~
AHHA!
so, 迷底已经揭开了！

saw her at NUS
SHE IS REALLY PRETTY LOR!
SERIOUSLY.

after ytd night,
i totally felt damn freaking disgusted?
ohyah and super disappointed?
i was like EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWW, FREAKING GO AWAY!
wapiang.
so things have always been like that right?
i should have know it earlier luh!
i was sooooooooo wrong about it.
all those are fucking excuses.
wapiang.
forget, sleeping and wadever.
so it's always selective.
ALWAYS.
so wad?
i'm jus a piece of dried leaf right?
you only attend to all the pretty green leaves that hang on you.
fuck!
always tell myself to ignore wad the others said,
but i realise it's all freaking ture???!!!
disappointing and disgusting!
really wonder, really really really wonder if wad you said are allllll true.
you used to b the one whom i used to respect, admire and everything.
but i', doubting if wadever you portrayed are jus....
fake.
i seriously wonder.

i didn't wana care.
i didn't wana know.
i don't wana know anything related.
it makes me pissy?
accumulated feelings.
cannot take it man.
i felt used all the time?
i felt so dumb and stupid and everything?
i like the way i am now.
away from all those shit.

Androgyny

HAHAHAHA!
so cute right!~
(err.. i thot was cute)
=B

REALITY OR NOT!

ST JAMES POWERHOUSE?????
ME?
THERE?
HAHHAHA!
sth exciting is coming up!!!!!!
快乐无边yo~

and again,
my phone didn't ring.
shall stop waiting and go to sleeeeeeeeep.
love teddy and hippo =D

Adam Lambert 帅到~~~~~~~~~~~~
*FAINTS*

duper tired.
hope i dun lose my temper later.

met up with beat to talk crap talk fish talk sotong =D
saw ten thousand kites tday sia~
AND my perspective has broaden by understanding how cai tao kueh can look like vomit!
AND i explained in great details to beat how jap avoid dog shit on pavement!
woah, wad a fruitful afternoon sia~

okay,
cast aside all these happy stuff.
i'm utterly disappointed.
all the respect, all the 仰慕 etc
all gone.
or maybe i think too highly of you in the past?
everything is soooooooo fake?
i'm not angry or wad.
jus disappointed.
dun wana hear anything bout you or anything related to you.
cus i dun wan to be even more disappointed with you.
not gona bug you with anything lor.
not my biz.
not my problem.
我干嘛要担心？
i dun wan to unds you anymore.
so scary.
damn scary lor..
walau.

LASTLY,
to my dearest nv peng you,

You fought your way up to the wall,
but you haven't gone past at all.
While gazing with tear filled eyes,
you just can't help but ask why?
If trying hard is what it takes,
then why does it feel like a mistake?
The world has taken its side
you just wanna run away and hide.

It's tough, there's no one to turn to,
I hear screaming inside you.
Feels like hell's all you've been through,
hell's all you've been through.

Hold on,
don't stop your breathing.
I see your dreams and I feel them too.
Hold on,
don't lose your faith,
I know you can't break,
I'm hoping and praying for you.

不会这么笨.
又不是 my buisness~

HAHAHA!
i wana go physio physio physio!
be a small doc (actually is some allied health care person)
HAHHA!~
kinda excited.
tho ppl say like wasted why go nyp.
BUT, i need to emphasize that...
I　GO IN CAUSE OF PASSION.
I GO IN WITH QUITE GOOD GRADES.
NOT CMI KAY~~~~
HAHHAAH!

i'm nearer to my dreams,
can wear 医生袍 SOON!
i hope...
JINGYUAN i've been nagging to your for a few years!!! BUT NOW WE CAN WEAR TGT TGT!
=DD
YAYYYYYYYY!!!

and i suddenly rmb what minmin mum say about my handwritting and wad job i will take up in future.
mayb it's half true siaaa~~~~~
minmin! tell aunty 摆地摊!
HAHHHAH!

这两年来得努力是值得的.
虽然不是str8 As or wad.
可是，我挺满意了。
contented.
感谢ｔｈｏｓｅ　ｗｈｏ　ａｃｃｏｍｐａｎｉｅｄ　ｔｈｏ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｗｈｏｌｅ　ｊｏｕｎｅｙ．
也要感谢阿嬷的保佑。
阿嬷，您看到了吗？

hilarious!
and i'm going kuku over cathy!
WHOO~~


CATHY CATHY CATHY!~

shutup.
you are getting your result tmr!
so high for what!
ass.
T.T
mummy~~~~~~

阿嬷．

你不在　當我最需要愛　你卻不在
無盡等待像獨白的難挨
你不在　高興還是悲哀　你都不在
我受了傷在偷偷好起來　但你不在～

你已走了大概两个月，
但对您的思念还是一样，
不曾改变。
昨晚，
突然好想您。
想到您每次叫我的那把声音，
想到您看４Ｄ的样子，
想您每次看到我，都会问我的问题
“考试考完了吗？”
“成绩好吗？”
“我告诉我的朋友，　我两个孙很厉害！读书很聪明！以后会赚十千块！”

我也很怀念一回到家，忘记带钥匙时您每次都帮我开门。
第一句话就会说　“回来了啊？”
当您病重，不能行走，不能帮我开门时你就会大声地问　“你是谁？＂
我就会说　＂我是坏人～”

还记得您病重时，
你爱叫我帮你那东西，
做完了就会说　“谢谢，byebye"
我更想念当您需要上下床/沙发时，
您紧紧地握着我的手臂的感觉。
还有您每次都会帮我拜拜，
祈求申明保佑我考试考好成绩。
可是，
拿成绩没有阿嬷为我上香拜拜了。。。
也不懂阿嬷知道我星期五那成绩吗？
如果阿嬷知道， 一定会尽全力保佑我顺顺利利，考好成绩。
我知道阿嬷一定会在一旁默默的保佑我。。。

阿嬷对于您一切,我一点也没忘.
我很想您.
每次想到您,眼泪就会不禁地掉了下来.
很没用吧?。。。

阿嬷，在上面要记得有空往下看一看我.
i promise to do you proud.
i promise.

曾经在我眼前却又消失不见，
我爱你快回到我身边~

i feel sick.
horrible feeling.
feeling slightly breathless.
=((

nway, i think paperxtress scam my $$
why m i always the victim of all these crap?
fuck those asshole blogshops.
my $$.................
not that i earn 10bucks per hour kay..
i dun earn any..
T.T
my $$..................
*more breathless*

i'm yearning for an OLD NAVY SPREE!!
all those i found are CLOSED.
except for 1.
but the responds like shit, so cnfm close one.
AHHHHHHHH~~
i wan old navy spreeeeeee!

AHHHHHHHHHHH~

A-level results out on Friday

Mon, Mar 01, 2010 AsiaOne

Students who have taken their A-levels will get the results of the 2009 Singapore-Cambridge GCE Advanced Level Examination on Friday, March 5. School candidates may obtain their result slips from their respective schools from 2.30 pm on Friday. Private candidates will be able to obtain their results through the Singapore Examinations and Assessment Board website (http://www.seab.gov.sg) from 2.30 pm on the same day. They will also be notified of their results by post.

this 2 MV are linked.





this 2 are also related. FREAKING FUNNY.

I miss those blue eyes,
how you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there’s no sunrise,
like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
But I never told you
I just held it in
And now,
I miss everything about you

I can’t believe that I still want you
After all the things we’ve been through
I miss everything about you

I see your blue eyes, everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see, Where I belong to
When I’m not around you, It’s like I’m not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you
I can’t believe that I still want you
After all the things we’ve been through
I miss everything about you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you , I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you
I can’t believe that I still want you
After all the things we’ve been through
I miss everything about you

ignore that backstabber bitch!

YOU ARE STILL AWESOME.

a black car is sooooooooo boring.
it should be decorated by bird shit!
right millie?? \m/

alright, totally enjoyed my day with LT millie!
WHOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~
went changi eat good food, go run around the beach for no reason and got partially sunburnt.
!@#$%$#@
YAY FOR TDAY!
oh.. i think i'm meeting riko and gang tnight.
am i?...

We're going to the beach today
We're gonna laugh and sing our cares away
The sun is shining on our face
We can take it in and let it out and say...
LALALALALALALA~~~~~~

i'm so damn tired.
will jus pok on bed and sleeeeeep soon.
went to take flyer jus now.
ppl, if you have extra cash to spare,
DUN GO TO THE FLYER.
waste $ seriously.
heng my tic was free.
AHHAHA!
and met QUEK!
WOAH, i think was damn coincidental.
HAHAH!

okay, gona wake up to work out again tmr =D
didn't get to exercise this morning,
my bed soooo possessive lor.
讨厌~~
=B

AWESOME.

miley cyrus got the best part.
disney ppl wana do good deed also :O
but i think P!nk also damn good siaa.
her hair damn cool =B

i realise doing things alone is so fun luh!
HAHA!
went shopping at bugis tday.
SPENT ALOT KAY =.=
but was FRUITFUL \m/
WHOOO~

made several cool peeps these few days.
=DD
WHOOTS~
and..
i'm going jogging tmr again!
jus found out how to use this exercise machine in my park.
can train biceps, triceps WADEVER CEPS man~
well, i mean can make my arms less chu.......
HAHAH
I LOVE TO SWEAT!!
but can the weather b less warm?
please?

其实从头到尾走了错误的航线.

why m i wasting effort on something that won't produce result?
so 执著 for wad.
sian ttm.
totally shouldn't waste effort on sth fruitless.
shall jus go and sleep and wake up early to work out tmr.

YEAAA MAN UNISEX BATHROOMS! \m/
i totally have a damn good bladder after years of training! =DD
HAHAHAHA!
but still,
there should be more of those bathrooms!!
FANG BIAN YO~~~

FINALLY I'M OUT OF THAT CURSE~
URGHHH!
i think i'm petty honest..
WALAU EH,
WAD KIND OF DARE IS THAT!
LAST ME ONE WEEK!!
WAPIANG.
wadever you told to me wear, i wore k!!! (even tho you dun see some of them but I TOOK PICS)
and i totally finished that list lor!!
VAN WATCH OUT MAN!! hahahaha!
you will b next!
WAHAHA!

STUPID LIST OF UGLY STUFF.
1) cheapo/fake L jac( i was damn paiseh=.=)
2) fading/patchy black long sleeve top
3) ah pek grey plus ugly pattern polo tee ( i thot was quite nice...)
4) your FREAKING out dated deniem jacket ( HORRIBLE)
5) pink sunglass =DD (not too bad..)
6) white nails plus some real stupid BLINGS (thankgod last for one night nia~)

and i didn't tell anyone was a dare kay!!
i think my friends totally take it that i 'm screwed up or sth =(((
i wonder if fra finish her dare...
LETS HAVE A REVIEW AND PHOTO SHARING SESSION!
HAHAHAHAHA!
bitch.

WHOOOO~
finally finish watching death note.
i know i'm damn lag...
HAHHA
so gona watch AVATAR next.
i told you i'm DAMN　ＬＡＧＧ ald =D

ohyah tmr need to fly to take bus go inter than take mrt go jurong east and take bus to some ulu place. (near 2 hours kay! @!$#%@#$)
seriously, i think i'm such a nice person to pei ppl go
HAHA =D
millie, lunch and dinner i wan abalone, sharkfin and lobstersss i dun ask for too much things you know =B
BTW wanted to post those cam whoring pics up, but scared ppl see those pics com will spoil.
so...
jo, i'm giving you a chance!
you know i can use those pics go BLACKMAIL YOU!
:O
i know you DAMN SCARED!~
nvm you give me your fugly, i give you the pics!
WANT?? =B
contact me if you are interested in this trade!!
AHHAHAHAHA!
fugly is mine sooooooooooon~~~

millie, WAHAHAHAHHAHAH.
GIVE ME YOUR SEXYYYY BACK IN XCHANGE!!! WHOOO~~~~~
*DANCE DANCE*
want want???
*GRINS*

okay ENOUGH.
yanfen spirit come back, come back~

Live With Intention.

totally pissed with my dad!
he thinks that i'm a 10yr old kid.
he wans me to stick with him forever!
WALAU.
he totally NAG AND SCREAM at me when i NV EVEN ARGUE WITH HIM.
a jus wana stay 3 more days in HK with sis,
WADS THE MATTER MAN!
i not small kid ald..
old liao, old liao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay fine.
even if you think i'm too immature, a cannot b TRUSTED to stay in hk then say nicely uh!!!!!
i never even ARGUE with you or TALK BACK TO YOU.
WHY USE THAT KINDA FUCKED UP TONE ON ME?!
walau eh!!!!!!!!!
whr is my cool calm dad sia!
damn disappointed.
wad's with my parents man!
cant i have some freedom and do SOME things that i wan?
DAMN SCREWED UP.
I'M NOT A SINGLE BIT LIKE SIS!
I CANT COOP AT HOME FOREVER!
CAN YOU JUS LET ME GO OUT AND SEE THE WORLD?!
URGH!!!!

i've recently met this fellow who hates valentines day.
why?
simply because he thinks that it's a capitalist day O.O
companies wanting money and pretending love is the reason.

i think this idea quite cool leh~
i mean i've never met someone who is soooo against valentines day luh~

PURE COOLNESS MAN CAPTAIN!

要怎我么不想？
你能教教我你是怎么办到的吗?
原来之前的一切都是谎言。
难道那些眼泪/欢笑都是虚假的吗？
我以为我放下了，
原来我一直都没有。
从来都没有。

对不起，
我糟蹋了你的人生。



每字每句都那么真实。

HEARD THAT?!
HEARD THAT??!!
WHOOOOOOOO~
he don't need to be the NEXT amercain idol BUT he did his little boy proud man!!
YEAAA MAN BRUDDER!
=DDD
unkn =B