what can i do to make things better??
im happy with my life now.
super satisfied and everything.
and why mus this issue surface again..
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
there is so much tht i want to tell you,
but im so afraid that you might not take it well.
yeah so i skipped it and avoid talking about it.
but why why why why why must you racked it up again..
i thought you have accepted me.
maybe i ASSUMED you have.
and hell yeah, i was wrong.
im so tired with all these things.
if i had a choice,
i wont wan myself to be this way.
BUT I DUN HAVE A FUCKING CHOICE OVER THIS THING.
can you jus accept me? PLEASE?
im not blaming you for wadever you are doing.
you are my mum.
you have the rights to care about me and wadever,
BUT..
wad you are doing is making me feel terrible.

maybe the only solution is to end off everything.
EVERYTHING.
im tired.
i dun wana face this anymore.
spare me.
please.