after ytd night,
i totally felt damn freaking disgusted?
ohyah and super disappointed?
i was like EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWW, FREAKING GO AWAY!
wapiang.
so things have always been like that right?
i should have know it earlier luh!
i was sooooooooo wrong about it.
all those are fucking excuses.
wapiang.
forget, sleeping and wadever.
so it's always selective.
ALWAYS.
so wad?
i'm jus a piece of dried leaf right?
you only attend to all the pretty green leaves that hang on you.
fuck!
always tell myself to ignore wad the others said,
but i realise it's all freaking ture???!!!
disappointing and disgusting!
really wonder, really really really wonder if wad you said are allllll true.
you used to b the one whom i used to respect, admire and everything.
but i', doubting if wadever you portrayed are jus....
fake.
i seriously wonder.