met up with beat to talk crap talk fish talk sotong =D
saw ten thousand kites tday sia~
AND my perspective has broaden by understanding how cai tao kueh can look like vomit!
AND i explained in great details to beat how jap avoid dog shit on pavement!
woah, wad a fruitful afternoon sia~

okay,
cast aside all these happy stuff.
i'm utterly disappointed.
all the respect, all the 仰慕 etc
all gone.
or maybe i think too highly of you in the past?
everything is soooooooo fake?
i'm not angry or wad.
jus disappointed.
dun wana hear anything bout you or anything related to you.
cus i dun wan to be even more disappointed with you.
not gona bug you with anything lor.
not my biz.
not my problem.
我干嘛要担心？
i dun wan to unds you anymore.
so scary.
damn scary lor..
walau.

LASTLY,
to my dearest nv peng you,

You fought your way up to the wall,
but you haven't gone past at all.
While gazing with tear filled eyes,
you just can't help but ask why?
If trying hard is what it takes,
then why does it feel like a mistake?
The world has taken its side
you just wanna run away and hide.

It's tough, there's no one to turn to,
I hear screaming inside you.
Feels like hell's all you've been through,
hell's all you've been through.

Hold on,
don't stop your breathing.
I see your dreams and I feel them too.
Hold on,
don't lose your faith,
I know you can't break,
I'm hoping and praying for you.