mum, stop forcing me.
if this cont' you will lose me.
i assure you.

there is nothing left to be explained.
thanks for the doubt.
it hurts me like shit.

我只想牵着你的手
从春意到深秋
陪着你看尽花开花落
我只想被你牵着手
就这样往前走
吟唱一首永远完美的歌

what can i do to make things better??
im happy with my life now.
super satisfied and everything.
and why mus this issue surface again..
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
there is so much tht i want to tell you,
but im so afraid that you might not take it well.
yeah so i skipped it and avoid talking about it.
but why why why why why must you racked it up again..
i thought you have accepted me.
maybe i ASSUMED you have.
and hell yeah, i was wrong.
im so tired with all these things.
if i had a choice,
i wont wan myself to be this way.
BUT I DUN HAVE A FUCKING CHOICE OVER THIS THING.
can you jus accept me? PLEASE?
im not blaming you for wadever you are doing.
you are my mum.
you have the rights to care about me and wadever,
BUT..
wad you are doing is making me feel terrible.

maybe the only solution is to end off everything.
EVERYTHING.
im tired.
i dun wana face this anymore.
spare me.
please.

yesyes its 3.11am in the morning and im stil wide awake.
so lazy to revise muscle tissue...
tmr soooooooo gona read up the rest of my anat and hopefully i can do well for the mcqs.


















staring at this makes me happy!
AHHA!
brushed my teeth ald.. cnt eat..
and finally after sooo long,
ive got my cookies!
wonder whr are all my pizza pocky, nicenice buiscuits, nicenice titbits..
HAHAHHA!
okok shall not complain ald!
if not next time shen me dou mei you! O.O
COOOOOOKIESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
im so easily contented.
alrighto time to sleep! (even though i haven done revising muscle tissue)
GOODNIGHT WORLD!

im feeling happy everyday.

with you things can only be better.

WHEEEEEEEE~

YAYYYYYYY!
I SURVIVED THE HELL PT TRAINING!
hhahhah!
feel so satisfied with myself!
so looking forward to sun sea training.
hope i can improve then preceed on from the newbie category!
AHAHAH!!

okay~ im like revising my NEVES now yeah now 2am =.=
wad to do right?
wasted my entire day in sch never really do much things...
consult the 2 lecturers thn tried to study in sch.
yeah TRIED =.=
then go training.
the endrophines are working on me now.
shall make use of it and STURRRRRRRRRRRDY.
and yes,
even though i have alot of things going on in my life,
i still wan myself to do well in sch.
i hope i can do well...
though now it seem to be a lil *gulps*
i will do well for this 2 ppr!
i mean..
I MUST DO WELL FOR THIS 2 PPR!
HANG ON THERE YF!
HANG ON THERE ALL THE OT AND PT PPL!
HANG ON THERE L! :D

我的心情因为你而起伏不定。
hope you will be fine tmr.

路不是一开始就非常顺畅 爱也不是一开始就很辉煌
抛锚 跌倒 你还好都在身边
每个眼神都是我精神食粮 看着你那么包容体谅让我决定
尽全力送你全世界最好的
I don’t wanna loose u and I will always love u
你是我的老婆 你的明天就交给我
I don’t wanna leave u Oh how much I love u
你是我的最爱 没有任何人能把你替代 Oh my heart
谁不希望跟爱的人爱到老 谁不想早上起床有人拥抱
爱情这东西 没有人会不要
但幸福要靠俩人把手牵好 看着你那么善解人意让我决定
我相信你是全世界最好的
I don’t wanna loose u and I will always love u
你是我的老婆 你的明天就交给我
I don’t wanna leave u Oh how much I love u
你是我的最爱 没有任何人能把你替代
I don’t wanna loose u and I will always love u
你是我的老婆 你的快乐就交给我
I don’t wanna leave u Oh how much I love u
你是我的最爱 没有任何人能把你替代
Oh my heart for you

Saisissez chaque occasion qui vient à toi, vivez sans des regrets.
(Grab every opportunity that comes to you, live with no regrets)

this is more or less wad ive been doing.
im buying a oakley shades if im staying longerrrr!!! :D
if not its either my specs dive into the water or my contacts will jus li jia chu zou.

OHOHOH and i seriously didnt know i can do so much!
:DDDD

this is EXACTLY how i feel after my anat and physio lec.
always have motion sickness aft those lec..
*shake head*

"People get stuck in moments.
Hearts break and don’t fix easy.
Love is nothing easy. It is not cheap.
It is the greatest thing that happens on this planet, and so it comes priced as gold.
But I still say it’s worth it, that love is real and possible.
There are things worth fighting for."

READY? PADDLES UP!

Dboating was damn freaking funnnnn!~
land training on fri.
gona run 4km and do gym...
duno can take it not...
OHOH! im a right rower! :D

O.O
and yes...
now im back with studies =.=
so siannnnn~~
maybe go jogging later.
YAWNSSSSS~
someone having fun at bishan eating at cafe cartel watching insception WITHOUT ME!!! humph..
hahahhahah! :DDDD

RED.

"this song makes me think of you."
damn touched.
i swear.

MY CORN! <3

YAYYYYYYYYYYY!
ytd class outing was damn awesome!
damnnnnn fun!
we flew kite,
eat like nobody's business,
play with lil boyboy,
stare at cupcake babies,
piggy back-ed,
built sandcastle,
dig hole burry ppl,
frisbee-ed,
vollet ball-ed,
play monopoly deal,
play stupid games ( ping pong piang, murderer, i have..., married shag shoot, wo shi quan zhang)
WE CLIMBED MT FABER! HAHAHA!
aweesome class outing!!!
now, im slightly roasted =.=
HAHAH!
:D

WAHAHHAHAH EXAMS ARE OVER~!
tho the last ppr was damn crap (okay shall now dwell on it =.=)
NWAY,
was busy online shopping.
gotta replenish my current wardrobe with more tees!!
will be heading to bugis to grab some essentials next week~
OH OH OH im buying deck shoes at iluma next wk too!
OH OH OH! and maybe steamboating at bugis too!
(no wonder beat says bugis is my 2nd home)
BUT I DAMN LONG NEVER GO ALD!!!!!
my last shopping trip was superrrrrrrrrrrrr long ago man..
T.T
okay~
so for now, exams are over (FOR NOW ONLY)
gona start studying on wed HOPEFULLY,
cus after 3 wks gona have another round of pprs.
after tht will be clinical attachment!
wonder which hospi will i be attached to..
i think will be CGH lor..
NEH MIND thn i will see peiqi almost everyday again!!!!!!
:D hahaha!
didnt have to chance to see CGH phsio clinic before...
should be not bad right? O.O
NWAY~
tday will be an awesome day,
cus i'll be slacking around at home and going out late evening to listen to great live music!
WHOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO :D

ohyahhh~
my jaws are dislocating soon man..
it feels like its gona stuck everytime i YAWNNNNN.
so scary pls!
like it will never be closed back again!
but well,
it did luh! FOR NOW.
jiaalat.
what if it didnt!!!!
okok i gotta take care of my jaws realllll well and yawn gently~
alrighto~
YOG is coming!
(not like it REALLY affects me)
but yes~ its coming right after NDP.
OHYEAH OHYEAH OHYEAH HEYYYY!~

okokok i shall cont to think of wad to do to waste my time~
HAHAAHHA
WOAH SHIOKKKK DAO!~
(ohyah! gotta meet up with les xin bird beat SOOOOON!!!)

life is awesome w/o studies.
HAHAHA!

LALALLA~
kine-ing now.
anyone wana join me?
YOU WILL LOVE IT!
jus like how i LOVE KINE!
*PUNCH KINE ON THE FACE*