okay so yanfen is sick.
and super lots of ppl sick these few days kay!
uhooohhh...
i'm like trying to force myself to sweat so tht i recover faster and can go ultimate Frisbee next week!
not too sure if i've got a fever..
i think dun have uh lazy go take temp.
my throat like gona pain lidat.
but havent uh..
so it's SLIGHTLY sore?
hahah!
but kept sneezing coughing luh.
and i'm taking so much medication!
may me damn seh =.=
like weak lidat
haha!

okay peiqi frend make me super HIGH leh!!!!
SUPER!
hahaha!
say i look like SUPERSTAR SIA!
cus she thinks i can sing (apperantly me and fuji sing too loud ald) and look cool~~~
WAHAHHAHA WAHAHAHHWAHHHAHAHHAHAHA!
tao yannnn~~
she stalk stalk me~~
*SHYS*
EH PQ cannot tell her i lidat one uh *point above* mus have IMAGE KAY IMAGE~
HAHAHAHAHH!

ok enough yf, enough.
HAHAH!
alrighto have been resting too much.
i should start studying after lunch!
ohshit gona miss my jogging session again..
ohyah i'm contemplating to join ultimate league not..
HMM...

got my nus acceptance letter =)

我相信大家都会有很想得到的东西。
但是，当你的到时，你会赫然发现原来你不能负荷种种的压力或挑战。
你就会发现梦想和现实真的有一定的差别。
being a PT is sort of my ambition.
esp aft my ahma incident.
i wana help ppl,
wan a job tht can interact with ppl,
wan a job that i really love.
i gave up going uni and chose this path.
not like it's something noble.
but, it's an opportunity cost.
well it's week 2 in nyp.
i kinda realise tht things weren't so easy.
i mean ive knew it earlier but when you really start to sit in lec and prac which you dun unds, O.O there.
you feel shitty.
and yes i feel shitty.
doubting if i am capable enough to cont',
doubting if i can cope with wadever is coming on.

i suck in prac,
i suck in human anatomy.
i cnt rmb terms,
i cnt recognise bones or palpate properly.
i cnt even rmb those terms that are taught in lec ytd!
i am this stupid idiot in param lesson asking ppl what is this and that.
i feel dumb.

i know ppl will say AIYA 2ns WEEK NIA! EVERYONE LIDAT ONE!
i tell you. you are wrong.
i duno, mayb i'm always inferior, always no confi or wadever.
but i'm seriously doubting myself if i can manage everything.
3yrs of pt stuff.
and it's sth so specialised.
nus FASS and ntu econs suddenly sound appealing to me.
haha..

tmr i have no sch.
wanted to chill out jc friends but realise they are all busy.
i've got alot to tell them.
but i guess slowly when we have our own things to be busy with,
we all will jus drift.
haha..
hope everyone is doing fine with their own stuff.
i shall stop grumbling and start on sth serious.
like sleeping.
( ultimate frisbee was fun =D)

"When one door of happiness closes, another open. But often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us."

I'm super tired tday.
tmr 9am-6pm wapiang.
can die pls..
tday i kinda slept in param class,
cus i have no idea what the hell is going on =.=
and tmr i need to rush home by 7 so that i can get my elective.
FASTEST FINGERS YO..
i seriously dun think i will reach home within an hour.
now thinking of other ways..
ohgod...

my mind is occupied with sinful things~
JIALAT.

antibiotics makes me SUPER tired.
SUPER.
feel very seh~
like falling asleep anytime?
hate taking medi.
hate putting tht stupid eardrop which ALWAYS go into my throat!
very uncomfortable leh!!!
=((
stupid ear.
got hole.
URGH.

okay annoying things aside.
tho i'm enjoying poly life,
BUT I REALLY MISS MY CLIQUE!
hope everyone is fine and enjoying their life!
=D

one of my classmate came up to me and ask me if i work somewhere before studying in NYP.
i was like YUPPPPP!!!
then she say YOU WORK IN RESORT WORLD???!!!!
i'm like no...
(i sell beer obe pls =.= ok i didnt say tht)
she say that SHE SAW ME AT RESORT WORLD??
cus she USED TO WORK THERE!
and she say THE PERSON SHE SAW (apparently she thot was me) WAS ALSO STUDYING IN TPJC!
i was like...
no i'm not a resort world type of person. so... not me...
she was like O.O
i really thought was you!
then..
i realise, i think the one she saw was..
hui jia.
HAHAHAHHA!
=.=
flattered much.

It's sweet when someone knows every single detail about you.
Not because you constantly remind them,
but because they pay attention.

I'm back from CGH.
was suppose to be alright after the treatment of my ear.
but...
the removal of fugus didnt improve my hearing cus..
there are TWO FREAKING HOLES IN MY TYMPANUM.
tympanum=耳膜
and that's why i cnt hear properly.
only minimal sound...
wah i'm kinda depress?
if this thing doesnt improve i will need to go for surgery in 2 weeks time.

and the experience in CGH was...
DAMN BAD.
firstly the doc announce to me tht there is one hole (bad enuff)
and he gave the STUN LOOK!
WALAU EH!
IM SUPPOSE TO BE THE STUN ONE RIGHT?!
HIS EXPRESSION WAS EPIC TTM PLS!
i thot all doc are suppose to be calm and everything??
walay eh!
his stunned look was worst thn my mum's and mine pls!!

ok nvm, thn go clean my ears.
WALAU it was kinda scary? and noisy?
like vacuming my ear!
ok it wasnt painful but jus uncomfortable.
like my LEFT EYEBALL gona be sucked away lidat!
i was closing my eye throughout the whole session and...
OH! THERE'S ANOTHER HOLE!
BIGGER ONE!
i almost fainted.
and the doc kinda screamed?
he is a guy.
he SCREAMED.
my mum O.O, went to see and yes BINGO! another hole!

then medication time.
he prepare it and say "gona be slightly painful, so sorry"
i was like alright.
he put the medi in my ear.
Doc: "painful??"
me: "NOPE!"
...after one minute...
me: "WAHHHHHHHHH 痛!!!!!!!" (exact reaction, never add any effects kay!)
it was SOOOOOOOOOO PAINFUL that i SHUT MY EYE, BIT MY LOWER LIPS.
my mum was like, VERY PAIN UH??
i cant ans, CUS REALLY V PAIN!
STINGING SPLITING PAIN!!
doc: " let her rest first" (he walk away, like i some loser lidat =.=)
the nurse very good luh.
she was like burning pain right? awhile go off ald you rest a while.
then really luh after awhile ok ald.
my mum say my lips we shaking cus of the pain.
I SWEAR IT'S PAINFUL!
the assistant doc say cus the wound is RAW thts why v painful..
i should have cook it thoroughly. =.=
when i was fine, i get up and the nurse told me to make payment ald.
eh?
then no need see the doc uh??
walau at least say bye to me mah!!
near $200 can! then nv say BYE TO ME!
at least ask me ok ald?
WALAU EH! NEVER ASK =.=
AHHAHAHA!

and i was AGAIN given antibiotics for 2 weeks and eardrop.
kinda realise i'm eating one mth of antibiotics ald.
making me damn sleepy and felt very weak lor..
=((
and i cnt go jogging cus i'm on medication?
walau kill me pls..

"Physiotherapists should know how to take care of themselves before taking care of their patients." my mentor told us this during prac lessons.
SO I SHOULD GET WELL REAL SOON!!!

school was really fun!
tho 4hrs lec was terrible uh...
wah was super sleepy pls~
but i like wad i'm learning luh!
esp human anatomy.
tho i dun really get wads going on...
like we learn all the chim chim terms.
sound like professionals liddat sia.
actually we know nuts lor!
wad sagital plane, dorsal, platenal ok wadever~
hahaha!
had lots of fun in sch.
classmates were super fun also!
OMG OMG!
LAB SESSION WAS THE BEST!
we learn how to carry patients, shift patients on bed etc.
thn we try on each other.
i swear it's damn fun!
tho alot of butt touching....
HAHHAHA!
tday sch starts at 9am ends at 6pm.
wah super tired by then.
journey homw was 1h15mins??
horrendous.
10000000 ppl in train can..
then another 10 000 in bus =.=
reach home 7 plus ald...

OKAY seh things ASIDE.
i'm gona see a cadaver tmr!!!!
siqi says certain parts look like char siew....
wah i swear if it realy look like,
i not gona eat charsiew for 3 yrs man!!!
OHYAH!
one of my classmate actually ate 2 SWEET POTATO FOR LUNCH????
like WTH???
2 freakinf SWEET POTATO and gona last HIM whole day???
O.O
i was damn AMAZE LUH!
and he says he eat sweet potato, cereal for lunch one.
i seriously still havent get over it luh!
and he dun eat titbits??
the only fastfood he eat is MOSBURGER?
i should learn from him man..
SERIOUSLY.
and yes,
MY CLASSMATES ARE DAMNNNNN FUN! =D
i'm really enjoying sch RIGHT NOW!
mayb cause there's no exam etc.
first week, honeymoon know~
last time jc also lidat.
KANA SCAM PLS.
AHHAHA!

school was AWESOME cus classmates were AWESOME LUH!
=D

SCHOOL IS STARING TMR!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG!
i'm NERVOUS? kinda SCARED? slightly EXCITED? and... SELF CONSCIOUS...
aiyoyoyoyoyoyoyooyo~
HAHA!
OMG i hope all my classmates are nice and everything X.X
tmr sch ends at 3pm,
ALL THE BEST YANFEN!
HAHAHAHA!

KELLY is sooooo awesome luh!
she re-typed the whole timtable and send to me~
SO NICE RIGHT!
and the timetable my scl gave us was unreadable.
ok mayb i noob.
HAHAHAH!
AND SHE OFFERED TO HELP ME GET MY NOTES!!
so i no need go scl early =DDDD
SUPPER NICE OF HER LUHHH!!! =DDD
OH! thur i only have class on odd weeks!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!
ok that's the good part.
the fml part i shall not elaborate.
OH btw,
i've got FUNGUS INFECTION in my ear.
and the doc say: ALOT FUNGUS IN THERE.
my life is so HAPPENING! fml.

millie gave me a piece of cheesecake from NY.
as is literally NEWYORK.
but...
wads that blue-ish black colour thing at the side of the cake??
oh.
i think it a mould.
O.O

still as funny~
=DDD

some ppl have this X factor that makes ppl pay more attn to them.
i think he is tht kind of person.
is the word charming to describe him? =/

=(
i haven't got my pay know~
one mth plus ald..
why they lidat...
not like i earn 100bucks per hour right...
they nv give me my money know~
the lil lil money they also no wan gib me...
=(((

my left ear is officially infected.
and is partially deaf.
please speak to me on my right.
thankyou for your cooperation =)

not my type of song
BUT NICE EH?

Eenie meenie miney mo!

can i have this pretty pretty bag?


and this pretty pretty shoes?

one cost $67 the other one $40.50 any nice souls?
i give you 5 teddy hugs in return =D
teddy *shy*

HAHAHAH LOOK ALIKE NOT??
eyes still small small one..
AHHAHAH!

听我说,
爱是对的.
错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人
而爱错人.
爱是对的,
错的是别自以为懂爱
才会又爱人又伤害人.

was frantically searching for my recent passport size photo but i end up with this..



adorable yanfen(P4)

"nobody is born to know how to take care of patients"
i should stop thinking so much and START DOING THE ENROLLMENT STUFF!

=((
totally miss hk can.
ppl there are damn cool lor!
tho half the time i have no idea wad they talking bout.
but yah!
ppl there dress damn nicely!
like you know they spend time thinking of wad to wear then go out.
so the whole city is filled with good looking ppl lor!
but if singaporeans dress that way right,
ppl think they SIAO.
like OVERDRESSED.
but in hk,
it's normal kay!!
ppl wear casual blazer, nice jacket, scarf etc.
and they dun look weird!
the weather there super nice luh!
tho you sense the heat from the sun but the wind is COOLING~~
damnnn shiok!!!
haahhaha!

OH!
sth interesting happen!!
i was patronizing this shop with mum
looking thru all the denim clothes.
then one of them say in canto "THIS BOY XIU QI, TALL TALL ONE,PRETTY BOYYYYYY!!"
ok i dun unds, that's wad my mum whispered to me in my ears luh.
i turn to them gave them the CUTEST SMILE EVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.
they gave this funny sound.
i duno is AWW or wad luh anw they GIGGLED~
then i said " 我是女生。"
*SMILE*
they O.O
HAHHAHAH!
then i left *GRINS*
=DD

OHYAH talking bout shopping there's this place in mongkok super similar to bugis street but it's in a shopping mall.
AND ITS MORE BUGIS STREET THAN BUGIS STREET LUH!
(if you can unds)
all the youngsters go there shop.
ALOT OF THINGS CANNNNNNNNNN!!!!
hahha!
damn high.

eh, WHO WANA GO HK WITH ME?
i going end of yr AGAIN!
hopefully!!
air tick arnd $320(2 way)
i spent less then 1.5K (including air tic, hotel, tic to macau, shopping eating etc)
I WAN GO THERE AGAIN LUH!
this trip is WAY TOO SHORT TO SATISFY ME!
HAHAHAHA! WHOO~

I'M BACK!

okay,
i need tons of sleep AND i need to finish up my NYP enrolment stuff.
hk pics up on FB soooon.
i think my sis is damn smart.
hk like her di pan lidat~
=D