jus received the doc fot this coming sat lesson.
they are learning inflation!! =D
yayyyyy!
really do hope they unds wad i say lor~
and then PASS THE NEXT ECONS PAPER!

okok,
i'm like going for work soon.
was thinking wad would be like there.
cus there's no ppl that i can ask for help (only one person each outlet)
and then of wana ask ppl to buy,
HOW TO SAY PROPERLY SIA~

case1:
uncle~ 要不要买啤酒？ *twitch eyebrow*
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

case2:
UNCLE, 要买吗？*MAN VOICE, shove 6s beer to him*

case3:
美女！来买啤酒有卖又送，买回家灌醉男朋友~~

case4:
UNCLE, 来买啤酒leh. 包你喝了身龙活虎，今晚要干嘛就干嘛~
(i mean watch coccer till late late, dun anyhow think)

case5:
uncle, wan buy not? wan buy i got free gift for you, no wan buy is your loss. you see lim beh here is your 福气, lim beh not here no free gift k!

ｗｈｉｃｈ　ｏｎｅ　ｔｏ　ｕｓｅ　ｕｈ？
ＨＭＭＭＭ～　

tao suan says this is me.
but i really dun see any resemblance =.=
i'm cuter, SERIOUSLY.
HAHAH!



this is wad i saw on her labby.
I THINK VERYYY CUTE LEH~
she should so more of such stuff to entertain me! =DD

OKAY, i shall go da bao lunch for ah gong and myself.
想了很久，
最后决定吃。。。。
BA CHOR MEE!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
hungry hungry~
LALALALLA~

We may feel like dying at times, but in reality, most of us are just hoping for someone to save us; to pull us out from the abyss of darkness.
however for some people, even though there maybe someone to save them but they still remained "unsaved", waiting for the right person( so called MR/MS RIGHT, PRINCE CHARMING, PRINCESS OR WADEVER) to come.
how dumb.
to those people,
GO AND DIE.
waste my time trying to save you!!

I've never been perfect, but neither have you.

红毛！

peiqi(: says:
redred!
+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says:
YEAA MAN
HAHAHAH
peiqi(: says:
ialso want


Always Keep The Faith says:
walau hong mao
got abit shua tio when i click on ur blog
Always Keep The Faith says:
ah lian
lol maybe its ur expression
your-wanna-fight expression


joyce (on the phone): WAPIANG, AHBENG.

Beatrice Nichkhun Tan ITS REAL RED!!!!!!!!!

millie: ohmegod( weird aus accent) i'm soooo gona get a similar head!

OHYAH~
me no bad kid!
me good kid, listen to mummy, listen to daddy!
no fight fight!
at home guai guai read books *push specs up*
no beng beng lian lian.
*waves*
=B

i guess i should stop seeing you until everything is back to normal.

went to HPB to clean my teeth.
stayed there for 2hrs!!!
Dr MUS and his assistant and his senior and his lec announce that I HAVE DEAD TOOTH!
they did like 100000 tests and took me for Xray T.T
ONE OF MY TOOTH IS DEAD!
IT'S DEAD!
I CAN'T BEIEVE IT'S DEADDDDDDD!
T.T
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME~

okay, cut the crap.
conclusion is: i will need to extract that dead tooth when i'm putting on my braces =DD
other then that, my teeth is relatively clean (i suppose)
then met up with xin and les.
makan pasta send les back to work thn go ARCADE PLAY!
so damn long nv play that ball shooting machine! DAMN FUN.
we played some dumb kids machine luh,
SOOOOO TIRING. played 15mins, and we sweat like hell =.=
went to Toy R us, play with KID'S TOY.
I SAW A PATRICK SOFT TOY DAMN ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! =B
then we got lost in suntec (loser right...)
wait for les till she end her work and GO HOME~~
so damn tired.
sry peeps, in foul mood tday.
dun worry, no issue with anyone of you.
i'm a nice, friendly, adorable, 人见人爱person! =B
isn't it?
no need to ans, i know it's a sure yes =D

okay i should slp early tday.

TINGJUN IS AT SHANHAI ENJOYING LIFE.
WHY AM I IN SINGAPORE???
this is soooooooooo unfair.
but well, if world is fair, miss vicky will be born white.
that's what she always says =D

ohyah, i think i need a wireless phone at home.
=.=
momo, time to get one.

beat says "so if you hate your job, quit it."
EXACTLY MANNNNNN~
no more time to waste, should be doing wad you like now!
even if you like to slp YOU SHOULD BE SLEEPING 24/7 (if that's possible..)
quit that blooooooody job if ppl are ordering you around, asking you to do STUNTS (carry cartons of drings, paper and wadever luh)
so not worth that lil lil lil $$ you are earning man~~
temp job nia, no need so chiong.
not taking A levels know! (ohshit, results coming)
NWAY, the point is...
QUIT UR JOB LUH!
unless you feel HIGH~~ being abused =BB
怪癖好。。。
O.O

YAY! my breakfast is here! *WAVES*
ohyah GONA HAVE MY TEETH CLEANED TMR!
WHERE IS MY BRACES!
@!$@$%$#%!@

几厉害两~

ahma jus passed away,
now cousiee at boon lay tio accident.
head injury somemore. now at A&E.
please let him be alright, safe and everything.
ahma 在天之灵一定要保佑他平安无事。

一轮又一轮的悲剧，几十才能平息？

IT'S DAMN HAPPENING TNIGHT!
AAHHAHAHA!
bird is DAMNNN GAY! (i'm also)
cant stand her! (she cant stand me either!)
=DD

okay, i jus ate like 4 pieces of durians!
that's life man!
=B
but now tummy...
怪怪的。。。
=.=
and i seriously need some shopping trip!
need to replenish my closet..
put in new clothes, throw those "old ones" away~
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
SHOPPING! anyone?
=D

I've chased you in my dreams for a long time.
只是你一直都不知道，
我也一直都不肯说。

it's 11.30am.
15hrs passed since the last one.
why am i still waiting?
is it so damn impt?
i'm getting out of this.
soon, i hope.

I ＨＡＶＥ ALOT ＴＯ SAY.

(food friends)

to kaya:
when people start to damn you, DAMN THEM BACK.

to taosuan:
everything will be okay luh! dun worry a single shit =.=

(normal humans)

to CELESTE! :
JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~ this period of time very fast over one! no scared, no sian, CHIONG AHHHH~
and it's good for you to be busy. other then your studies, you should not be thinking of any other dumb stuff. you get me? =)

to MILLIE:
if your heart is BROKEN, you will be DEAD BE NOW. so... SHUT UP. MOVE ON LUH IDIOT! anything ring me up. =D

to RE:


TOTALLY MAN!

to MUMMY:
WHEN IS OUR DINNER!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay done.
i'm so sleepy but dun feel like sleeping YAYYYYY! *JUMPS AROUND*

對你還能怎麼說?
能怎麼做?
做什麼也都不夠.
插在口袋中,是沒有人來握住的手.
我的表情並不多,心也不痛.
我只不過是不懂,世界在熱鬧什麼?

我在你看不到的天空,
看著燦爛的煙火.
這城市孤單的人只有我.
沒有在乎誰跟誰分手,
每個時鐘都繼續轉動.

你聽不到的承諾,流星怎麼不墜落?
在倒數聲中我剩下什麼?

沒有誰甘心對回憶愛不釋手,
但我無力對抗這整個世界的寂寞~

OKAY!
i will be working at BEDOK CENTRAL BLK 215 SHOP AND SAVE.
PROMOTING BEEEEEEEEEEEER. AHHAHAAHAHAHA!
anyone FREE can come find me! chit chat O.O
AHHAHA!
i am happy with the job! cus that place ulu ulu one! (can slack)
AND! pay i think quite good! (max $9.30 min $8!!! apparently the pay varies each week)
YAY!!!!!
I'M EMPLOYED!
NO NEED ROT AT HOME ALD!

this is SOOO YANFEN.

*sharpening chopper*
=D

I want people to feel an immediate happiness and cheerfulness when they are around me, to make a difference in someone’s life. I want to make an impression in someone’s life, so that even though I may be useless,dumb and stupid, at least my footprints are permanent within the hearts of the ones I’ve touched.

One of the hardest thing in life is deciding when to give up and when to try harder.

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

asos spree ended before my $ can get over.
now i cant find anymore spree with free shipment.
tell me why i so suay?
WHYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

was at some dinner jus now.
wapiang a ah pek fainted RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!
O.O
DAMN SUDDEN.
but after that he regain conscious, so was alright ald.
....
make me xiang dao my ahma.
that very day when she fainted right in front of me and never got up...
no matter her i shook her, called her, rub her hands, she jus din respond to me.
then she struggled with her last few breathe and passed away.
like right in front of my eyes...
will never ever forget that scene.
that day when i lose her.
that day when she left me and my family to a new place called paradise...

Once upon a time, we swore not to say goodbye
Something got a hold of us and we changed
And then you sat alone in pride
And I sat at home and cried
How'd our fairytale just end up this way

We went round for round til' we knocked love out
We were laying in the ring, not making a sound
And if that's a metaphor of you and I
Why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like i do
Still can't shake you off
I can't wait to break through
These emotional changes
Seems like such a lost 'cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you down so low
there's no place left to go

I can't wait to hate you

this was a love phenomenon no one could explain
And i wish I could press reset and feel that feeling again
I sit and press rewind
And watch us every night
Wanna pause it but I can't make it stay

PLSSSSSSSSSSSS ACCEPT MY ORDERRRRRRRRR
I REALLY LIKE THAT TEE.
SOMEMORE ONLY COST S$9.50!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~

when you have nth to do at home,
you online shop ALOT.
=D

i thought i wont be crazy over k-pop...

窗外的天气 就像是 你多变的表情 下雨了
雨陪我哭泣 看不清 我也不想看清
离开你我安静的抽离 无人揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里 学会放晴

听雨的声音 一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望 雨能下不停
让想念继续 让爱变透明
我爱上给我 勇气的Rainy Love

窗外的泪滴 一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气像储存爱你的记忆
真希望 雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密 让你去延续
我相信我就 会看到彩虹的涟漪

drift away.

Try to make sense of it all
we turn one way and turn away again
Wondering if it's gonna fall
Will we never make it to the end
Were we the start of something great
Were u the only one to shake
The only way i thought that we would go
Did we really put it all at stake
And how do we deal with dreams of could've beens
And lives that we could live
Will you ever see me in that light again
Or will we drift away
Drift away, far away from
Questions we may ask
And doors that we have never opened
Drift away, far away from
Everything we had
walk the road not taken
Drift away, far away from me
Drift away

Will we turn and say goodbye
will we run and say hello again
see the glow deep in your eyes
Will it ever feel the same again
Can we heal the damage done
finally find our place in the sun
Something told me you could be the one
The only one to set me free~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

blk 85!

okay, I'M BACK FROM BEDOK 85!!!
wapiang damn FULL.
today i ate like SUPER LOTS OF THINGS.
thanks to joyce uh.
all the fried chicky, maggie, fries, soft drinks etc.
at night ate bbq CHICKY (again), hokkien mee, satay, sting ray, otah, ba chor mee....
X.X
shit, duno how much weit i've gained tday..
!$!@#@$%
but i enjoyed that mini gathering with those peeps!
=DD
MEET AGAIN NEXT WEEK!

"You've never thought about me in any of your considerations, i'm convinced."

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~
tday O level resultsssss!
hope that XIAN XIAN DI DI, LYNN AND PEIXUAN WILL DO WELLLL!
ALL THE BEST MAN PPL!!!

NWAY,
went out to KOVAN with papa mama and ah gong =DD
ahgong DAMN CUTE.
he was like O.O when he saw cold storage selling so much stuff.
"ah gong you wan buy anything??"
"O.O WAPIANG, here so much stuff i duno wad to buy!!"
HAHA! =DD
OH OH OH! we went to sell some of my A level notes T.T
okay luh, got like 23 bucks from all those stuff.
my precious notes.... worth 23 bucks niaaa...
HAHA.
MY SIS BOUGHT A DOMO KEYCHAIN AND A MOUSE PAD FOR ME!!!
tho i hope she could buy like TEES for em....
NVM. i'm going over soon~
AALLALALA~

okay, lys din call me.
i'm so gona go other place work ald.
=D

LIBRA: Nice to everyone they meet.Their love's one of a kind.Silly,funny n sweet.Have own unique appeal.Most caring person u will ever meet!However,not the kind of person u want to mess with.u might end up crying.Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent.Faithful friends to the end someone u want on ur side.

=D

WAYYY TOO FUNNN 2

after taking mrt to commonwealth we took 105. WAPIANG ADULT FARE KAY! anw, finally we reached BOOOOTANIC GARDEN AHHHH!


WE ATE GOOD FOOD!


we climb tree..

do dumb things like:


AND



we see pretty scenery



TAA DAHHH~~~

WAYYY TOO FUNNNNN!

PICNIC AT BOTANIC GARDEN WITH MONSTERSSS WAS DAMNNNN FUNNNNNN!
took like 10 0000000 pics, all thanks to out part time director cum photographer JY =DD
HAHAHA!
we jump here and there, run here and there, ROLL ON GRASS, PLAY WITH FROG!!! =DD
AHHA!
if minmin was ther it will be EVEN MORE INTERESTING KAY!
NVM, we still have many more gatherings comming up!
NXT TRIP- teo heng/kbox (celeste suggest one) =DDDD
YAYYYYYY!!!!!

okay, i'm like having RUNNY NOSE.
WAPIANG.
dun tell me it's becus...
I WAS TRAP UNDER THE RAIN FOR LIKE A SHORT WHILE IN BOTANIC GARDEN!
i'm not so weak right...
GOSH.
X.X
nvm, i took medi ald.
will be fine by TMR!

tmr gona go NYP open hse with PQ =D
thn take my PAY (finally)
YAY!!!!

ahma, hope you are enjoying ur time up there.
having as much fun as me.

I GO ORR ORR ALD!

一个又一个 排队等缘份

前面丢后面捡 捡到的变恋人

丢的 变路人

一个就一个 手空着就开车

寂寞就先晾着 坚强是种天份

直到更好的下一个

走了一个 忘了一个

才懂眼泪对自己最残忍

笑着 不会不舍得

来了一个 爱了一个

只要确定感觉是真的

怕了 就当做是上多一课

这一个或许是对的人

YAY!!! jus skyped mith my sis!
my ahgong damn cute~
he keep laughing like HAHAHAHAHA!
cus he dun unds why sis at hk we at s'pore still can see her =D
haha!
okay, apart from this, i went town with beat and lynn tday!!!
SO FUNNNNNNNNNNNNN~
tho i din get much stuff from there but i enjoyed SHOPPING WITH THEM!
ohyah the macrons there DAMN NICE! (i forgot wad shop is that.)
BEAT AND LYNN LETS SOP AGAIN!!! mayb tgt with pq nxt tym! =DD

thn ask some ppl wan to have dinner not.
walau, big shot again dun wan reply.
not as if i will jump down or go kill myself if you dun wana dine with me right?
jus reply luh, at least i know you CANT MAKE IT.
i can go ask others or go plan other stuff right?
nv say yes nv say no HOW I KNOW SIA.
UNCERTAINTY UNCERTAINTY UNCERTAINTY.
wapiang.
totally cant stand it.
not gona ask this kinda person out again.
make me feel so retarded.
no, i mean ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL RETARDED TEXTING HER.
ALWAYS.
forever dun reply dun reply dun reply.
i swear i not gona contact you ever again.
i dun nid you to reply cus i wont even text you from now on.
again, i am not going to get used to wadever shit this is.
i only get used to wads WORTH to get used to.
and not such rubbish.
others can get used to it due to all sorts reasons but not me.

okay away from those disgusting stuff,
was on the phone wil RE(apparently she called at night and we chat till... 3plus =.=)
wapiang this aunty here cnt get out of her "DUN COME NEAR ME" attitude..
forever lidat.
BUT,
WO XI HUAN!
AHHAHHA!
told her i puting braces,
she says she wana go surgery, cut away all the excess GUMS (EWWWWWW)
this aunty, last few mths TOO BUSY,
totally MIA but well, ppl mia for good reason.
earning BIG BUCKS OUT THERE!
she owe me dinner at holiday inn man.
i wan WASABI PRAWNSSSSSSSS =D
being a good frend,
i bought SHADES for her!!
well, i got myself one too (YAY!)
WAHAHA CANT WAIT TO MEET HER!

alright, i shall go sleep soon!
picnic at BOTANIC GARDEN TMR WITH MONSTERS!
ROAR!~

ohyah,
ahma why you nv let us dream of you..
wana know if you are fine there, anything else you need??
or you too busy catching up with your frends?
but cannot forget us mah...
rmb to come to our dreams tell us wadever you wana say kay.
really hope that you are enjoying urself.
go make alot of frends kay! BUT DUN FIGHT AH! =B
free mus drop by to see us kay..

yay! tmr going SHOPPING!!! finally. =D
hope i get to buy some stuff tmr!!!!
so sian,
these few days waiting for lys to call me.
FASTER CALLLLL!
I NEED A JOBBBBBBB~ =D
thn goin to dentist soon~
now skype-ing with me sis!
miss her ALOT! HAHA
so fun lor skype-ing.
=DD
okay i go chat with her ald =B

holidays D:

once holi starts, most of e ppl went missing.
why mus got prob then find frends leh?
cannot bo liao find,
happy find,
sad find meh?
got gathering suddenly everyone pop out.
POP POP POP POP.
if not all like MISSING.
so sian...
maybe is my prob.
no frends will die,
alone will die.
so loser right?
i know...
long ago know ald.
but what to do?
i'm like that.

suddenly got things happen,
eg, my ahma passed away.
walau, thn come ask me WHY NEVER TELL?!
PLEASE LUH!
you dun even wana contact me, you wan me to like ONE FINE DAY SUDDENLYY text you : my ahma pass away. (unless damn close thn i will luh)
IF NOT VERY WEIRD AND DUMB RIGHT!
or like i'm employed,
ppl come ask WHY NEVER TELL ME AGAIN!
WAPIANG, heng tht person not in front of me, IF NOT I WHACK ALD KAY!!!

of course, i can't deny i have good budsbuds that are always there luh esp scarey monsters and unkwn peeps.
ling hun bu san that kind =D
mayb cus we dun study tgt, so there is nth call HOLIDAYS.
so everyday is a normal day.
ppl dun anyhow go missing one.

i appreciate ppl contact me even when they boliao (beat always does that =DD)
maybe it sound stupid to you.
but it jus makes me feel that YOU ARE STILL ARND!
like YOU ARE THERE! (even tho you may not b)

so holidays is always the time when you really know shui you ni de xin.
bu shi ma?

gotta send sis off at 3am tmr.
after tmr, my hse cnfm damn empty.
left me, my mum, my dad, my ahgong.
sian...
so weird.
heng got peiqi's laptop pei me,
if not i will jus yu shi ge jue or sth.
hse now damn screwed.
ahma zai tian you ling, will protect my family,
let those evil ppl get their retribution.
ren zai zuo, tian zai kan.
i know my dad and mum very wei qu.
xin ku le..
we will get back our qing bai.
those who knows the truth will back us up.
yanfen gona vanish these few days.
catch up soon.

今夜是陪阿嬷的最后一夜。
明天阿嬷会被火化。
再也看不到她了。。。
不知道阿嬷有收到我们给她的东西吗。。。
有大屋子，大汽车，三轮车，有两个maid。。。
什么都有。
阿嬷也子孙满堂，
39个子孙。
相信阿嬷看到了一定很开心。
阿嬷你一定要在极乐世界里过着幸福快乐的日子。
保佑阿公身体健康，活到一百岁。

ohyah!
很感谢那些特地抽空下来的人(uncle driver, simin mum, simin, wee, jingyuan, celeste, unkwn, beatrice, bird, peiqi) 。
thankyou.

有心，没心，一样就看得出。
谢谢那些在这几天一直支持着我的人(24hr moral support HAHA)。
thankyouX100000000.
心情还没平复，但是i will be fine soon,
因为阿公分需要我。
分需要我一家人。。。