思念。

家，是空的。
家，是安静的。
家，变了。
家，不再是住着6个人了。
家不像家了。。。
阿嬤，我很想你。
不只是我，
还有很疼爱你的阿公，爸爸，妈妈和姐姐。
阿嬤，一路好走。
在天之灵请你保佑阿公身体健康，能get over it.
阿嬤，你不要把阿公带走。
拜托。。。

UBIN DAY~

pls fast forwad to 0.31.
MUST PLAY BEFORE READING THIS POST =D


WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
came home from ubin trip with some cldds peeps.
so sian RT and DAPOK cnt go with us..
NWAY, it was FUNNNNN.
tho we din take alot of pics T.T
doesn't matter, i dun look gd tday anway. =B
went to visit E relatives, thn go baibai, go feed the TURTTLES AND FISHES.
ALOT KAYYYY!!! and the old turtle eat alot =.=
thn we cycle like nobody's business.
WC FELL! AND HIT HER.............................
okay, thn we CONTINUE TO CYCLE..
go see mountain, see water, see bird, see trees, see grass, see ang mo...
HAHA!
so fun so fun!!
but...
老天不作美。
it rained...
we cnt go beach in e end.....
BUT HENG UH.
we fast fast take ship ship home!
if not WE WILL BE STUCK IN THE ULU UBIN!
T.T
we ended up in subway(whitesands one, sales ppl attitude LIKE SHIT.)
thn we talk talk laugh laugh diciao ruiting.
thn GO HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
actually wanted to pass bk to les when gg home.
cus damn shun lu.
BUT she nv reply sms again.
somethime really very duper sian.
but wad to do?
still my frend.
hope is unintentionally one.
that's a hope.

没收获的一天。。。
×YAWNS*

ak camp...
ak camp...
all at boonlay and jurong, how to do...
!@#!@#$@#$#

昨天把你安顿好在我家楼下，
心情也好了一些。
希望你一路好走，
快点做龟龟天使kay。
今天是想你的第一天。。。

龟龟，
感谢你16年的陪伴。每天替你冲凉，喂你吃食物已经变成了我的习惯和责任。
每天一靠近你，你就会活泼的往上爬，好像想把你的“屋子" 给打翻。
你这个贪吃鬼，不管喂你多少食物你都会把它吃完。
吃完后，你就用那无辜的眼神看着我，叫我给你多一点。
这些我都会记得。
龟龟，
在天堂，你要乖乖，去结交多点朋友。
去享受一些你不曾enjoy过的事。
去往天堂的路可能会有点复杂，
你不要害怕，更不能迷路。
迷路要问别的龟龟去往天堂的路在哪里.
到天堂做了龟龟天使后，
记得有空来看看我，看看你两个buddy龟.
希望在另一个世界里，你是快乐的。
请记得我，
我是那个一直爱着你的主人
i will be missing you.

still damn bothered with my turtle. i really duno wad happen to him. jus went to see him at his pail. he is moving, finally. but he moves WEIRDLY. keep stretching his head extensively and thn lay his head on the side of the pail. thn half of his body move, the other half dun. i duno why. wad happen to him... T.T

online information states that red eyered sliders refuse to eat when water is too cold,
or they have some infection in their intestine which will jus go off itself. i jus need to feed him with diff type of food. i will try giving him bread later. please eat.......

i think my turtle is sick.
he stone the whole day,
refuse to eat,
refuse to crawl...
wad happen to him?...
龟龟，你不可以有事。。。


please recover asap.
at least open you mouth and eat your food...
T.T

FINALLY.
stupid internet keep failing me.
OKAY I HAD FUN TODAY! =D
went tm then home thn town thn 518 HOMEEE~
tho didn't do alot of things BUT I STILL ENJOY MYSELF!!
tonight got ALOT OF STARSSSSS!
okay, i cnt upload pics on fb, DUNO WHY.
shall put it here, cus 不甘愿.

ahpok mi and Mr goat


WOOOOO MY JUNIORS


you know... cam+ mirror + ppl like us = PICTURE


AGAIN...


ah lian with marsmallow


TOAST BREAD FACES

should i do for AK or should i not.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
nway,
tday is a happy day =D
tho in e morning quite screwed.
saw a ORANGE COLOUR MONSTER! but heng later saw MR ANGEL the help me do some DAMN URGENT STUFF.
ORANGE MONSTER so scary... heng teddy nv see, if not he tnight dun dare sleep ald.
BUT I SAW!
I DAMN SCARED but heng i slept jus nw, it din affect my sleepy mood =D
orange monster, pls dun come find me tnight, i promise to b good and DRINK MY WHOLE BOTTLE OF MEDICINE!

(fast forward to 1:52)

《海盗和孩子们》

船长：准备好了吗，孩子们？
孩子：是的，船长。
船长：太小声咯。
孩子：是的！船长！
船长：哦哦哦~~~，是谁住在深海的大凤梨里？
孩子：海绵宝宝！
船长：方方黄黄伸缩自如
孩子：海绵宝宝！
船长：如果四处探险是你的愿望
孩子：海绵宝宝！
船长：那就敲敲甲板让大鱼开路
孩子：海绵宝宝！
船长：准备？
合：海绵宝宝，海绵宝宝，海绵宝宝！
船长：海绵~~~~~~~~~宝宝~~~哈哈哈！！！！

ytd talked to my nv peng you n phone till 3am O.O
so end up waking up at 12noon tday. HAHA!
mummy told me to eat lunck, but it feels weird.
so i choose to eat breakfast (tho its lunch time)
later then eat lunch =D
tday's plan : date edward, go buy luggage, rot at home AGAIN.
this kinda life is so.........
boring.
i need TO DO STH! GOSH!
going to apply for jobs soon.
jus sent in my application.
ACCEPT ME!! *RAISE BOTH HANDS,WAVE MADLY*
ok i gotta see my chicky before it spoil.

i love teddy, cus there is a meaning for his presence.
i treat him alive,cus there is a meaning for his presence.
nothing can replace him,cus there is a meaning for his presence.
you all will not understand, cus you all duno the meaning for his presence.
period.

cute boy~

this boy is petty cute, kinda brighten my sucky day.
enjoy~

ranting

"要懂得对自己好一点
要觉得自己已经不错了
要对自己有信心
快乐才有可能出现吧"
adapted from my roller coaster frend.

我应该每天对自己说10000000000000000次才够吧。
inferior complex.
很难改得了。
两年前，这种病就已经缠上我。
连manda都说我变了。
对咯，就是变了。
因为自己本来就没有很强，没有很棒。
所以我不需要那种莫名的expectations.
因为不管expectation 有多高，我都达不到。
其实每次看到自己，就觉得恶心。
我什么都不好。
不聪明，不厉害，不好看，不有钱，没才华，没知识，没能力，没出息。没EQ，没人缘。。。

没错，我就是这种钻牛角尖的人。
看了很sian hor?
我也是，所以我很讨厌自己。
哈哈。。。
虽然讨厌自己，但是很感激我所有的一切，我的surroundings。
尤其是我的朋友，因为我是一个很难搞的人。

人家走的是风光的道路，我是走的是阴暗的小巷。
有时太暗了，我不知道自己在往那儿走。
前方一片漆黑，我需要属于自己的一道光。
那道光，到底在哪里？

我回来了！

第10928765439的自恋照。

service apartmet damn nice!
watched dvd sleep tgt cook and eat tgt =D
shall upload all the NICER pics soon.
nway, everyone looks gorgeous ytd. im serious.
AND, teddy was molested by the rest ytd T.T
esp miss yap!
she hugged him to slp ytd!!! whole nite kay!
teddy *SHY*
will update again =D

=DD

FAT BOY.

i hope i can bring him there tmr...
but he is too fat T.T

MONDAY MORNING~

i wana stay at home to date edward..
i mean, i wana stay at home to finish reading twilight =D
HAHAHA
going SHOPPING SOOOOOON~~~~~~~
kids tired. duno why...
maybe too much shopping last few days =D
9th is comming!!!!
PROMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM~
actually not so excited about prom itself luh..
more high about post prom activity!
teddy is joining us =D
MY LIL LIL LIL BOY!
going off now.
*WAVES*

TWILIGHT FEVER~

i know, i know...
im like SUPER LAG RITE~
now than start reading the first bbok, BUT AT LEAST IM READING.
TOTALLY ADDICTED PLS. =D
now waiting for the movie to BUFF~
edward is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CHARMING LUH.
but... jacob black in new moon is.. *DROOL*

AND the directer so 贱！
Bella head injured nia.. need to take off shirt meh?
ANW,IT DOESN'T MATTER! WE 赚到!
HAHAHA! *BIG GRINS*
heard that bella gona have BABYYYYY~
so i should and MUST cont' to read till the LAST BOOK!
damn thick tho...
NWAY, i hope everyone is enjoying their HOLIDAYYYYYY!

血拼！

bought all my prom stuff～
WHEETS!
shop until leg suan ald.
这种感觉真好！
saw a DAMN NICE top today.
but... damn ex lor.
$38 bucks leh..
sooooo tempted to buy, but...
din buy lor.
this few days spend alot.
gona broke ald.
spend like near 150bucks for my prom stuff lor.
pants,top, shoes, watch, contacts, spec frame etc
WAPIANG, my piggy bank now having free slimming prog.
IN CONCLUSION,
i need a high paying job~!!!
I NEED FAST CASH IN ORDER TO HAVE $$ TO BUY MORE GOODS TO SATISFY MY TRANSIENT WANTS AND NEEDS!

OHAYAH, shall show u guys wans KONG JI BAO. (always eat kong ba bao sian ald rite~)



=B
tired ald, slping early today!

OHMEGOD.
i finish my ALEVELS~
FINALLY MAN!
for now, i shall plan out wad to do during my long break!
CIAOS~

the night before my last paper....

GUJI! GUJI! *raise hand eyes open!*

HE IS DAMN GOOD LUH~

O.O
i wana be HALF like him.
half will do...
HIS FINGERS DAMN FAST RITE!
I WILL 关门修炼 AFTER ALEVELS!
SO GONA MASTER CLASSICAL GUITAR!
DUN BELIEVE I CANNOT!
WADAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
before anything can start,
i need to tune my guitar and change strings.
too long never play ald...
不喜欢。