说得好听，
本来口头上说好考完后要去哪里都可以。
骗人的。
告诉你我要去台湾，
你就给那种脸。
假慈悲说即使你让，我也得问爸爸。
好那如果爸爸让，你又会用什么理由来不让我去呢？
以前要跟学校去山东exchange prog,你不让。
要去bintan adventure trip with scl,你也不让。
连去朋友家过夜，玩闹，你也不让！
是怎样？
我在问你，你是想怎样？
我还有什么没让你满意的？
为什么，什么都不看我做？？
我只想跟朋友出国玩而已，
你把我关在家19年了，还不够吗？！
每次说我没有责任感，糊里糊涂，不想姐姐。
对，我就是没如她。
她最棒，最好，她去哪儿你最放心。
我做什么，你都不肯，不让！
我19岁了，每件小事都跟你报告。
你想要我怎样，我就怎样。
难道我不够听话吗？
我期待能被你释放的一天，
我快受不了了。
如果我真的叛逆了，
请不要怪我，只有你最明白原因是什么。

大家的步伐太快，
我跟不上。
真的跟不上。
当大家沉浸在那种拿了成绩很开心的心情，
我却只能在一旁默默的，
静静的看着错误连篇的卷子。
我很久没有感受过那种喜悦，
那种拿了卷子，
知道自己进步了，
知道自己考得不错的喜悦。
也忘了那种感觉是什么。。。
对自己彻底的失望 ，
我不再是游戏里的一份子。
我已经被踢出局了，
game over.

going to meet RE later to go TO TOWN!
but..
not to shop, nid to do some 正经事。
AND ALSO TO GET MY 9YRS AGO STUFF~
GOSH, 9YEARS MAN!
9YEARS!
AHHAHHAHHA!
i think bao mu DAMN PRO,
think kinda stuff oso can find.
and she like text me to warn me that the CD might be FAULTY.
X.X
hope its not...
ohyah RE says she gona treat me to MAKAN.
=D
i am a nice person,
shark fin, abalone, lobster,SriLanka crab will do.
the rest no need =DDD
been MTHS since i see her luh.
i bet later when we TAKE THE MRT,
ppl will STARE,
thn fans will start coming up,
well, not to me tho..
thn i cnfm kana SHOVE ASIDE.
thn kana PUSH TO ONE CORNER
*squard one poke fingers, wait for them to leave*
SO~ she really should teat me go MAKAN.
应该的！！
WADAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

today was suppose to wear formal.
but WHO CARES,
we pakat to wear shorts!
YAY!!!!!!!!!
气死他们。
well, we always do that wad RITE?
WAHAHAH!
OKAY~
i shall stop crapping and go prepare le.
*WAVES*

BYE~

自恋狂要回家了～
*waves*
cya in...
2weeks time!
=DD

finally prelims are OVER.
mths of studying at home and airport.
finding all sorts of ways to get myself to study.
ohyah, burning notes and drinking em.
FINALLY PRELIMS OVER.
(walau sound as if Alvl over)
Nway,spent my fri with bird, PQ, beat, les, aunty joyce and xinwei!
OHWELL,
but argued with my parents due to the CANNOT GO HOME AT 1130 BUT CAN GO HOME AT 1100 THEORY, and the WALKING ON SOME ULU STREETS AND TAKE TRANSPORT HOME IS SAFER TO SLEEPOVER IN BIRD'S HOUSE THEORY.
DUMB.
beat you get it hor? yea i know you do.

tday went KBOXING WITH S10 PEEPS!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
AHHAAH!
interesting peeps kay!!!! =DD

but...
went home for GP tut =.=
and allan was like,
eh, text les.
im like HUH?
thn he say, tell her that allan plead her to reply his text as he is concern with her progress.
i was like..
oh, okay..
so i text luh, and DUH les nv reply (mayb sleeping)
but everythime my phone VIBRATES,
he stared,
and i will b like,
OOPS not her.
and DUNO WHY SO MANY PEEPS TEXT ME.
(usually dun have one lor!! all wan diciao him rite!!! all my ACCOMPLICE! PQ, aunty Joyce, Xinwei, uegi, butter HORRRRR?????)
i think allan exp DAMN FUNNIE.
he was like O.O
ISZIT HER.
=.=

OKAY! yanfen jus IB $$ to the room18 person
YAY! 3 weeks for my bag to come!!!!!!!
okay,
tmr im going back there *points* with RE.
thn going ikea with aunty joyce and les (i think..)

OKAY GOODNIGHTS PPL!
teddy *WAVES*

btw, interesting note rite?
haha!

Michael Jackson remix @ Yahoo! Video

do watch!
you wont regret watching it!
totally amazed!

夜了为什么还不想睡 除了你 我还在思念谁
我并不是害怕黑 寂寞却喜欢把整个我包围
好想再重新和你爱一回 让伤心的回忆通通都给化成灰
曾对你说没爱无所谓 其实自己脆弱不知道应怎么面对
故意在街上给冷风吹 等着你来温暖我心扉
终于也掉下眼泪 爱情不知不觉的不翼而飞
请你永远都把我麻醉 那不用醒后日日夜夜为你心碎
你的爱曾经是绝对 我一辈子都会为我的愚昧而后悔

当夕阳变成星光 当爱情换了方向
你一如过往 对爱太紧张
但未来又会怎样
未知的明天总让我旁徨
谁给我力量
我不怕你 爱不爱我
只害怕你 以为爱我
抓紧我 不算拥有 你总学不会放手
我不怕你 不懂爱我
只怕你 把习惯 当作爱
你猜不透 我要什麼

I WAN PLAY, SHOP, SLEEP, SLACK!
but i can't.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
2more weeks to go.
#!@$!@$#@!##$@

趁早。

damn sian
4 struc qns never do.
40 tooting marks..
wenyang anwei-ed me that P3 50percent,
mus jiayou.
BUT I HAVEN STUDY P3 T.T
uegi called and told me...
PRELIMS NIA, HACK.
but still...
temp depressed.
tmr econ P1 hopw i 争气一点。
大家加油！

btw, teddy lil hand torn off.
HE NEEDS OPERATION BY MY MUM.
like NOW!
TEDDY~~~~~~
T.T