飞，飞，飞

walau,
today flew to TB at 215??
flew back at like 4pm?
WAH CAN DIE.
hello~ who says taxi driver no money?
THE TOOTING CAB FEE IS SOOOO EXP.
well, aft you minus off the petrol cost etc mayb not so much luh,
BUT STILL!
to me (POOR, NOT WEALTHY AT ALL KID) it cost like A BOMB,
considering that its not peak hour or anything.
GOSH...
( i think i damn aunty)

NWAY,
ahma went in hospi again.
heard from mummy bout some unhappy stuff.
haiya~
只愿ahma身体健康，
少点痛楚，
多点快乐。
现在家里只能走一步看一步了。。。

Song of the day: 守护天使 （tank)

曾经。

曾经是past tense.
自己很明白past tense 不可能会变成present tense.
past tense 也不可能是future tense.
只能回味。
可能现在这样，我应该满足了吧?
可能。。。
本来性格就不合吧？
哈哈。。。

haiya,很讨厌自己不管对什么是都了么执着。
也就是这样，每次把自己搞得很累，很辛苦。
只会拿得起，从来不会放下。
那就是我。

song of the day:新不了情
这份心情,难舍难了。

你的笑容是恩惠
世界难得那麽美
於是追 要你陪
可惜本能终会将美丽汗水化成泪水
黑夜之所以会黑
叫醒人心里的鬼
在游说 在萦回
在体内是什麽 在把我摧毁在伤痕累累
我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废 做什麽都不对
Oh … I’m not okay
我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废 就会越多安慰
无论多虚伪
空虚并非是词汇
能够形容的魔鬼
它支配着行为
能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给 就像个傀儡
我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废 做什麽都不对
Oh … I’m not okay
我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废 就会越多安慰
我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废 就会越多安慰
无论有虚伪

我到底怎么了？

我。。。到底怎么了？
发生了什么事？
干嘛会这样？
人到达顶峰就得下滑吗？
太执着于以前。。。
还是人个个都是这样，
不愿接受自己失败。
我不知道。。。
只知道自己很失败，
一点挫折都受不了。
失败。。。
失败。。。

ohyah,
不要拿我跟别人比。
她是“神”
至少对你们来说她是。
而我。。。
我什么都不是。

extended lessons

was looking through my extended time table..
gona be seperated with my class for ALOT of lessons luh.
their H1 lessons,extended maths lesson,extended bio lessons,my phy lessons, phy extended lessons.
in total 14hrs lesson 2hrs break alone per week.
super sian.
go scl have lessons w/o my friends its SUPER SIANNNNN~
really lor...
beat says lidat i will be more focus,
true luh.
but i think my mouth will stink cus i will be DAMN QUIET.
X.X
no more diciao-ing classmates',
no more drawing on classmates'notes,
no more going PEEPEE with classmates (DIFF CUBICALS HOR~)
haiya,
jus super boring luh.
=(((((

DURIANSSSS

WHEE~
yanfen ate 5 pieces of durian ytd and 4 pieces like 30 mins ago =DD
MAX SATISFACTION XD
was studying with PQ since morining.
walau, the scl should seriously change or do something with the benches seats.
GOSH, make our but DAMN PAINFUL CAN~
PQ suggests to bring cushion next tym,
but i think cushion quite big ah.
if bring to scl very 麻烦。
so...
i think must bring DEFLATED float.
thn go there INFLATE.
这样一来，屁屁不会痛了！
=D
yanfen so SMART. O.O
okay, i shall nap and start studying again.
JC life really no life man.
band band tnight =B
jess gona diciao me again X.X
cheers for the day!

post mass mailing emotions

was typing some mails to my cldds mates,
felt petty sad.
everything ended,
ended damn fast.
no more rehersals tgt, no more making of props tgt, no more singing tgt, no more mass mailing my cldds peeps.
like what i have said,
they are a great bunch of people.
yanfen don't lie =B

over-over-overwhelmed

super tired.
tired of everthing.
have been studyting with joyce PQ trudy in scl till 9pm.
so little time and so much to do.
really alot pls.
drowning...
sian luh~
super sian~

读书为什么那么无趣？
读书为什么那么累？
快大考了。
我该怎么办。。。

imeem

totally don't understand why they only show 30sec of the songs nia.
DUMB.
i shall find ALTERNATIVES! ARGGGGHHHHH~

CHEERS FOR MY NEW BLOG~
WHEE!!

yanfen slacked the whole day~
all because of the weather luh! keep raining!
(trying to blame every other things but not myself)
=B
shall start my wave particle duality.
yanfen hate making big big decisions.
super scared i made the wrong one.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

ohyah, since yanfen is a boring person.
her blog will be petty boring too.
but will have LOTS OF SONGS YO~