思念。

家，是空的。
家，是安静的。
家，变了。
家，不再是住着6个人了。
家不像家了。。。
阿嬤，我很想你。
不只是我，
还有很疼爱你的阿公，爸爸，妈妈和姐姐。
阿嬤，一路好走。
在天之灵请你保佑阿公身体健康，能get over it.
阿嬤，你不要把阿公带走。
拜托。。。

UBIN DAY~

pls fast forwad to 0.31.
MUST PLAY BEFORE READING THIS POST =D


WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
came home from ubin trip with some cldds peeps.
so sian RT and DAPOK cnt go with us..
NWAY, it was FUNNNNN.
tho we din take alot of pics T.T
doesn't matter, i dun look gd tday anway. =B
went to visit E relatives, thn go baibai, go feed the TURTTLES AND FISHES.
ALOT KAYYYY!!! and the old turtle eat alot =.=
thn we cycle like nobody's business.
WC FELL! AND HIT HER.............................
okay, thn we CONTINUE TO CYCLE..
go see mountain, see water, see bird, see trees, see grass, see ang mo...
HAHA!
so fun so fun!!
but...
老天不作美。
it rained...
we cnt go beach in e end.....
BUT HENG UH.
we fast fast take ship ship home!
if not WE WILL BE STUCK IN THE ULU UBIN!
T.T
we ended up in subway(whitesands one, sales ppl attitude LIKE SHIT.)
thn we talk talk laugh laugh diciao ruiting.
thn GO HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
actually wanted to pass bk to les when gg home.
cus damn shun lu.
BUT she nv reply sms again.
somethime really very duper sian.
but wad to do?
still my frend.
hope is unintentionally one.
that's a hope.

没收获的一天。。。
×YAWNS*

ak camp...
ak camp...
all at boonlay and jurong, how to do...
!@#!@#$@#$#

昨天把你安顿好在我家楼下，
心情也好了一些。
希望你一路好走，
快点做龟龟天使kay。
今天是想你的第一天。。。

龟龟，
感谢你16年的陪伴。每天替你冲凉，喂你吃食物已经变成了我的习惯和责任。
每天一靠近你，你就会活泼的往上爬，好像想把你的“屋子" 给打翻。
你这个贪吃鬼，不管喂你多少食物你都会把它吃完。
吃完后，你就用那无辜的眼神看着我，叫我给你多一点。
这些我都会记得。
龟龟，
在天堂，你要乖乖，去结交多点朋友。
去享受一些你不曾enjoy过的事。
去往天堂的路可能会有点复杂，
你不要害怕，更不能迷路。
迷路要问别的龟龟去往天堂的路在哪里.
到天堂做了龟龟天使后，
记得有空来看看我，看看你两个buddy龟.
希望在另一个世界里，你是快乐的。
请记得我，
我是那个一直爱着你的主人
i will be missing you.

still damn bothered with my turtle. i really duno wad happen to him. jus went to see him at his pail. he is moving, finally. but he moves WEIRDLY. keep stretching his head extensively and thn lay his head on the side of the pail. thn half of his body move, the other half dun. i duno why. wad happen to him... T.T

online information states that red eyered sliders refuse to eat when water is too cold,
or they have some infection in their intestine which will jus go off itself. i jus need to feed him with diff type of food. i will try giving him bread later. please eat.......

i think my turtle is sick.
he stone the whole day,
refuse to eat,
refuse to crawl...
wad happen to him?...
龟龟，你不可以有事。。。


please recover asap.
at least open you mouth and eat your food...
T.T

FINALLY.
stupid internet keep failing me.
OKAY I HAD FUN TODAY! =D
went tm then home thn town thn 518 HOMEEE~
tho didn't do alot of things BUT I STILL ENJOY MYSELF!!
tonight got ALOT OF STARSSSSS!
okay, i cnt upload pics on fb, DUNO WHY.
shall put it here, cus 不甘愿.

ahpok mi and Mr goat


WOOOOO MY JUNIORS


you know... cam+ mirror + ppl like us = PICTURE


AGAIN...


ah lian with marsmallow


TOAST BREAD FACES

should i do for AK or should i not.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
nway,
tday is a happy day =D
tho in e morning quite screwed.
saw a ORANGE COLOUR MONSTER! but heng later saw MR ANGEL the help me do some DAMN URGENT STUFF.
ORANGE MONSTER so scary... heng teddy nv see, if not he tnight dun dare sleep ald.
BUT I SAW!
I DAMN SCARED but heng i slept jus nw, it din affect my sleepy mood =D
orange monster, pls dun come find me tnight, i promise to b good and DRINK MY WHOLE BOTTLE OF MEDICINE!

(fast forward to 1:52)

《海盗和孩子们》

船长：准备好了吗，孩子们？
孩子：是的，船长。
船长：太小声咯。
孩子：是的！船长！
船长：哦哦哦~~~，是谁住在深海的大凤梨里？
孩子：海绵宝宝！
船长：方方黄黄伸缩自如
孩子：海绵宝宝！
船长：如果四处探险是你的愿望
孩子：海绵宝宝！
船长：那就敲敲甲板让大鱼开路
孩子：海绵宝宝！
船长：准备？
合：海绵宝宝，海绵宝宝，海绵宝宝！
船长：海绵~~~~~~~~~宝宝~~~哈哈哈！！！！

ytd talked to my nv peng you n phone till 3am O.O
so end up waking up at 12noon tday. HAHA!
mummy told me to eat lunck, but it feels weird.
so i choose to eat breakfast (tho its lunch time)
later then eat lunch =D
tday's plan : date edward, go buy luggage, rot at home AGAIN.
this kinda life is so.........
boring.
i need TO DO STH! GOSH!
going to apply for jobs soon.
jus sent in my application.
ACCEPT ME!! *RAISE BOTH HANDS,WAVE MADLY*
ok i gotta see my chicky before it spoil.

i love teddy, cus there is a meaning for his presence.
i treat him alive,cus there is a meaning for his presence.
nothing can replace him,cus there is a meaning for his presence.
you all will not understand, cus you all duno the meaning for his presence.
period.

cute boy~

this boy is petty cute, kinda brighten my sucky day.
enjoy~

ranting

"要懂得对自己好一点
要觉得自己已经不错了
要对自己有信心
快乐才有可能出现吧"
adapted from my roller coaster frend.

我应该每天对自己说10000000000000000次才够吧。
inferior complex.
很难改得了。
两年前，这种病就已经缠上我。
连manda都说我变了。
对咯，就是变了。
因为自己本来就没有很强，没有很棒。
所以我不需要那种莫名的expectations.
因为不管expectation 有多高，我都达不到。
其实每次看到自己，就觉得恶心。
我什么都不好。
不聪明，不厉害，不好看，不有钱，没才华，没知识，没能力，没出息。没EQ，没人缘。。。

没错，我就是这种钻牛角尖的人。
看了很sian hor?
我也是，所以我很讨厌自己。
哈哈。。。
虽然讨厌自己，但是很感激我所有的一切，我的surroundings。
尤其是我的朋友，因为我是一个很难搞的人。

人家走的是风光的道路，我是走的是阴暗的小巷。
有时太暗了，我不知道自己在往那儿走。
前方一片漆黑，我需要属于自己的一道光。
那道光，到底在哪里？

我回来了！

第10928765439的自恋照。

service apartmet damn nice!
watched dvd sleep tgt cook and eat tgt =D
shall upload all the NICER pics soon.
nway, everyone looks gorgeous ytd. im serious.
AND, teddy was molested by the rest ytd T.T
esp miss yap!
she hugged him to slp ytd!!! whole nite kay!
teddy *SHY*
will update again =D

=DD

FAT BOY.

i hope i can bring him there tmr...
but he is too fat T.T

MONDAY MORNING~

i wana stay at home to date edward..
i mean, i wana stay at home to finish reading twilight =D
HAHAHA
going SHOPPING SOOOOOON~~~~~~~
kids tired. duno why...
maybe too much shopping last few days =D
9th is comming!!!!
PROMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM~
actually not so excited about prom itself luh..
more high about post prom activity!
teddy is joining us =D
MY LIL LIL LIL BOY!
going off now.
*WAVES*

TWILIGHT FEVER~

i know, i know...
im like SUPER LAG RITE~
now than start reading the first bbok, BUT AT LEAST IM READING.
TOTALLY ADDICTED PLS. =D
now waiting for the movie to BUFF~
edward is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CHARMING LUH.
but... jacob black in new moon is.. *DROOL*

AND the directer so 贱！
Bella head injured nia.. need to take off shirt meh?
ANW,IT DOESN'T MATTER! WE 赚到!
HAHAHA! *BIG GRINS*
heard that bella gona have BABYYYYY~
so i should and MUST cont' to read till the LAST BOOK!
damn thick tho...
NWAY, i hope everyone is enjoying their HOLIDAYYYYYY!

血拼！

bought all my prom stuff～
WHEETS!
shop until leg suan ald.
这种感觉真好！
saw a DAMN NICE top today.
but... damn ex lor.
$38 bucks leh..
sooooo tempted to buy, but...
din buy lor.
this few days spend alot.
gona broke ald.
spend like near 150bucks for my prom stuff lor.
pants,top, shoes, watch, contacts, spec frame etc
WAPIANG, my piggy bank now having free slimming prog.
IN CONCLUSION,
i need a high paying job~!!!
I NEED FAST CASH IN ORDER TO HAVE $$ TO BUY MORE GOODS TO SATISFY MY TRANSIENT WANTS AND NEEDS!

OHAYAH, shall show u guys wans KONG JI BAO. (always eat kong ba bao sian ald rite~)



=B
tired ald, slping early today!

OHMEGOD.
i finish my ALEVELS~
FINALLY MAN!
for now, i shall plan out wad to do during my long break!
CIAOS~

the night before my last paper....

GUJI! GUJI! *raise hand eyes open!*

HE IS DAMN GOOD LUH~

O.O
i wana be HALF like him.
half will do...
HIS FINGERS DAMN FAST RITE!
I WILL 关门修炼 AFTER ALEVELS!
SO GONA MASTER CLASSICAL GUITAR!
DUN BELIEVE I CANNOT!
WADAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
before anything can start,
i need to tune my guitar and change strings.
too long never play ald...
不喜欢。

I AM GOING TO BE A.......

HAHHA
happy, I GOT A JOB!
not a full time one tho =D
im GOING BACK TO TPJC EVERY SAT TO TEACH!
no luh, actually to guide the students ECONSSSSSS =D
10bucks PER HOUR LEHHHHHHHHH~
DAMN HIGH NOW! =DDD
YAY!
YAY!
YAY!
YAY!
YAY!
YAY!
mayb in the class will only have one student hor?...
red with pointy ears one =B
my econs tcher got GOOD LOBANG =D

OMFG THIS IS DAMN FUNNIE!
REALLY DAMN FUNNIE!!!!!!

RANDOMNESSSSSS.

JAEL JAEL!!! does this look familiar?? it's the pic on the cup that you gave me on my bday!! =DD
btw, i drew on my old com HAHA


IF ANYONE SEE THIS SHIRT, THE RED ONE WITH ELMO HEAD, PLSSS TELL ME.
NO, i mean PLS BUY IT AND THEN TELL ME AND THEN GIVE ME, AND THEN I PAY YOU BACK!!!!
but... if it cost like near 100bucks, help me CURSE THT TOP, and DUN TELL ME. thanks for ALLLLL YOUR HELP =D


still thinking whether to buy this or not......
nice hor?
i know~


MR TOH, IT'S GREAT TO HAVE YOU STAYING OVER IN MY HOUSE!
damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn long never see you, know you are doing fine working somewhere out dere.
come over for stay over SOON =D
我们有着不寻常的关系。。。
he is my not so but relatively quite adorable cousin HAHA =B

WOOOOO~

SUPPORT Kewei & Einein's Acoustic EP!

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WANA KNOW MORE????
ask me =DD
.
WE BOUGHT 20! =DD
挺啊，挺啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

说的人无心，听的人有意。
大家只想要聚一聚，玩一玩。
希望这件事不会，也不要对任何一个人有什么无谓的伤害。
有些事越描越黑，我还是闭嘴好了。

一直没勇气面对真正的自己。
因为我很明白，也很了解后果是什么。
我。。。承受不了那种consequences。没错，我是coward。
我是个缩头乌龟，活在自己的硬壳里，不想面对，更不敢面对。
或许自己还很confuse,或许一直都在欺骗自己。
我不知道。
我只知道这样隐瞒，这样的压抑，我快受不了了。
老实说，我在等自己有勇气面对，有勇气接受一切。
等到那一天，我才是真正的自己，真正的yanfen.
那一天可能很快就到了，也可能永远不会到。
该怎样面对，怎样去接受对我，对懂我的人（包括家人）都是一种煎熬吧。
我不知道。
头很乱，很乱。
隐瞒了大概5/6年了。
我累了。
要挂了。
因为这种每天得隐瞒自己的生活我不想在过了。。。

FINISH READING A BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK!
walau, the whole day eat play read. eatn play read AND EAT PLAY READ!!!
WALAU! YANFEN ALEVELS HAVEN'T OVER KAY!
@#!$%@#$%#@
okokokokokokokokokookok,i will mug phy soon..
i hope?
=B

ONE WEEK BREAKKKKKKKKKKKKK~

WEEEEEHAAAAAAAAAA ANTALEHHHHH ANTALEHHH~
=DD

TO DO LIST
1) CUT MY HAIR! walau long until can hide ten crows inside.
2) DO MY CONTACTSSS
3) PLAN WHAT TO DO AFTER As~ too much things to do ald. i wan to go BOATING!
GO GUITAR CLASSES, GO PIANO CLASSES GO SHOPPING!GO BUY LAPTOP BUY MP3 BUY PHONE
4) do bio and phy mcq lor. not as if Alvl finish ald rite... =.=

AND AND AND tmr is SIS BDAY! haven't prepare anything. CHEESE AND WHISKERS~

song for the day: Water Runs Dry

YANFEN IS ON TWITTER.

OyanfenO
got one person following me.
超有义气，挺我到底的beatrice following me!
HAHAHA!

I WANA GROW, I WANA GROW GROW GROW GROW~
COME AHHHH STALK ME AHHHH~
FOLLOW ME AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
请跟我来～～～～～～～～
SIAO.

WHY SO SERIOUS =D

WAHAHAHAHAHHA~
bio P3 on mon, THN ONE WEEK BREAK!!! bfore Phy MCQ and Bio MCQ~
GOSH! CANT WAIT FOR IT TO BE OVER!
YANFEN IS DAMN PROUD OF SIMIN!
HUAT AHHHH~

i wana drawdraw after A levels..
miss drawing, colouring shading.
MDM TEOOOOO~~~
I WAN GO FOR ART CLASSES!!!~

我不懂我的心。

难过 是因为闷了很久
是因为想了太多
是心理起了作用
你说 苦笑常常陪着你
在一起有点勉强
该不该现在休了我
不想太多
我想一定是我听错弄错搞错
拜托 我想是你的脑袋有问题
随便说说
其实我早已经猜透看透不想多说
只是我怕眼泪撑不住
不懂 你的黑色幽默
想通 却又再考倒我
说散 你想很久了吧?
我不想拆穿你
当作 是你开的玩笑
想通 却又再考倒我
说散 你想很久了吧?
败给你的黑色幽默
我的认真败给黑色幽默.

why i duno how to play piano?
YANFEN WANA LEARN PIANO!
am i too old to learn?
D:

I wrote this song it's not too long
cos' I've been thinking 'bout you
I wrote this song maybe I'm wrong
To be caught up about you

Well I dont know what you think 'bout me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But maybe you could just lie to me
And we could be in love you see

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

I wrote this song it's not too long
Cos' I'm the one who loves you
I wrote this song this can't be wrong
I don't wanna smile without you

Well I just want to make you happy
but maybe you want nothing at all
and how I wish that you're meant to be
forever and a day with me


Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

In everyway you mean more to me
than you'll ever know
girl I'll do my best to show these words are true
and if you'd like to make a song
and be a perfect harmony with me
I'd find the greatest words sing
so we could write our own romance

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

TEDDY DAY!

too bored studying~


INTELLIGENT TEDDY!!


红色，蓝色？傻傻分不清楚.

朋友对你来说是什么？

在你需要我的时候，
我每次都会在。
在我最需要你的时候，
你在哪里？
臭鸡蛋，
这样叫什么朋友？！
我不是那些围在你身旁，想要追你的人。
请你搞清楚！
林北是你的friend!

MY NEW GEEK SPECS!
nway, its not exactly new.
some ppl go STEAL it, recently thn return me.
@!#$@#!%@%##@$

ITS RAINING,
ITS POURING,
YANFEN FEELS LIKE DANCING~
O.O

matchmaking~

this photo is meant for miss yap.
i think he super suit her!!!!
got mei li ( i think)
SMART (RJC GUY)
okay looking (I THINK)
he DAMN QUIET (good, she talks more, sa jiao more)
got this "i am for miss yap" look
HAHAHAH!
PERFECT MATCH MAN!
she should come T2 often =DD
i will make her fall in front of him and YAY!
he help her up and *BLITZ BLITZ*
you know, that kinda thing??
it will be all about THEM!
WAHAHHAHAHAHA!

well, for now you guys should know wad i do in airport hor?
studying is an excuse.
HAHAHAHHAHA
=.=

AHHHHHHHHHHH~

i'm mugging kay.


white chocolate mocha damn nice =D

1.13am

Sing & play me the song ~ says:
can u describe how the girls react when lee min ho arrive in singapore?
alone again?

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says:
WALAU
OMG
thats SUCH AN EXPERIENCE MAN
i was studying in SB at around 9am with ony 2 more ppl in SB
this includes a TJC gal in front of me.
okay,
then there was this group of girls who came in 3 girls nia tho
the ordered some juice drink and sat dwn.
so nth interesting mah, i cont study.
thn SUDDEN, OUT OF THE BLUE, TO MY HORROR,THEY SCREAMMMMMMMMED AND RAN AWAY
at that point I THOT GOT BOMB MAN!
SERIOUSLY.
I WAS STUNNED.
so is EVERYONE ELSE.
esp the SB ppl.
thn we see ALOT OF PPL, REALLY ALOT OF PPL
running from ALL DIRECTIONS to the SAME POINT
which apparently is the entry gate luh.
i still duno WTH happen, only untill the TJC girl told us tht lee min ho going back.
we all damn shocked luh.
NWAY, thats not the end
the bunce that ran to entry, kana scam.
CUS FALSE ALARM, not him tht entered
so nvm, i cont study.
THN SUDDENLY, AGAIN, we heard SCREAMMMMMS
about 15 mins later uh
thn mi and the TJC girl KAPOOO so we went to CHECK IT OUT YO.
thn WE SAW.
WE SAW a ang mor family walk down a damn nice car
=.=
KANA SCAM, FALSE ALARM AGAIN.
#@!$

Sing & play me the song ~ says:
LOL

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says:
nvm so we went back n studied and say tht if the scream last, thn we go see.
so we waited n studied.

Sing & play me the song ~ says:
me and my bro are laughing infrotn of my com! xDDD

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says:
O.O

Sing & play me the song ~ says:
and u and tht TJC GAL become frens -_-

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says:
thn after that, FINALLY, ALL THE SCREAMMMMS WERE DAMN LOUD AND IT LAST
and yah.
and thn WE FAST FAST WENT THERE, and now with another uni girl =D
and no doubt we all became frends
NWAY,
we saw HIMMM
he tall, and good looking pls.
NWAY thts not the main point.
i draw let u see

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+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says:
eh... u cannot view drawings uh...

Sing & play me the song ~ says:
i can
IM WAITING!
+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says:
u come online

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Sing & play me the song ~ says:
J
OKA
gosh. im so eager to see!
im so gonna copy and paste into my blog sia
as in this conversation
+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ writes:

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says:
open big screen see k
nway there was ALOT SECURITY GUARD arnd him
u guys analyse hao le mah?
story still haven end
=DDDDD

Sing & play me the song ~ says:
lol ok ay
ps was talking to my tr.
alright, cont

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says:
okokok
thn right, they ALL ran towards the trans area TGT AS A CROWD
WE DAMN SCARED GOT STAMPEDE
thn right! they DAMN PRO, LIKE SOME MARATHON RUNNERE SIA.
you know the red line right, refer to above diag
those are barriers
for ppl to Q up properly one mah
thn right, THEY DAMN PRO

Sing & play me the song ~ says:
then what??????

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says:
thn RANNNN AND SQUARD, AND RAN AND SQUARD AND RAN AND SQUARD
to OVERCOME ALL THE BARRIERS
DAMNNN FUNNIE~
NWay, thn they ran to the glass window there luh, LMH go in, thn they cannot go in mah.
so they see from outside, kapo ppl like the 3 of us walk there also
thn LMH turn, and WAVES
WALAU, at tht moment, THEY ALL SCREAMMMMMMMMMED IN UNISON.
WALAU, THE AIRPORT AT THT TIME, i believe, SHOKE KAY!
WALAU, the SCREAM LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS!
n he damn nice, he waved trice.
and YES, the above scenario REPEATED 3 times..
thn LMH walk in ald, cannot see him ald.
AND YOU THOT END ALD RITE!
i tell you, HAVEM
*HAVEN.
WALAU, the ALL, again, IN UNISON, RAN UP THE ESCALATOR to the viewing gallery
we 3 DAMN SCARED. SCARED KANA SQUASHED MAN.
we stand DAMN STILL
like

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ writes:


+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says:
andlet em RUN.
finally, they ALL RAN UP.
thn THANKGOD i m still in a piece
AND YOU THOT END ALDY RITE!
it really ended.
we 3 go back SB, drink our kopi, 压惊。
=D

Sing & play me the song ~ says:
OH MY TIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! COS MY BRO IS NWO ON BED WITH XIAOXIN. I TOLD HIM UR REPLIES IN THE FORM OF A BEDTIME STORY.
AND GUESS WHAT?

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says:
he slept?
HAHAH

Sing & play me the song ~ says:
WE KEEP LAUGHING AND LAUGHING AND LAUGHING AT THE WAY YOU DESCRIBED. COS IT'S LIKE YOU ARE NARRATING VERBALLY, INSTEAD OF TALKING!
then my dad outside, he asked,

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says:
asked??

Sing & play me the song ~ says:
有什么这么好笑不跟我分享

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says:
HAHAHAAHHAHA
=DDDDD
uncle, 这个是年轻人的事情！
OOOOOOOPS.
O.O
X.X

Sing & play me the song ~ says:
ahahahaha!

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says:
=BB

Sing & play me the song ~ says:
you are definitely a good MC-to-be man!
+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says:
thankyou~
AHHAH

有空可以读一读！

RANDOM PICTURES~

that teddy bear, DAMN BIG AND CUTE~


see that poor lil tree in the middle? took it randomly =.=


dere's a black thing sleeping


see the line of Symmetry?? taken in East Coast Park..


LALALA~


AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~


the last few times i get to wear SLIPPERS TO SCL T.T


AHAHHAHA PQ drew a pic of ADORABLE YF!


TEDDYYYYY~

MOBBBBB!

IT LIKE DAMN COOLLLL~
i wana join in next tym!
not as if i can dance luh,
BUT I THINK DAMN FUNNNNN~
quite cordinated siaaaaa`~~~
S'pore should hav MORE of theseeeee!!!!
hope my sch have!
XI SI ALL THE TCHERS~!
HAHAHAH
or get our tchers TO JOIN!
XIA SI PRINCIPLE.
AHHAHAH
O.O
ITS SOOOOOOOOOO FUN LUHHHHHH!
DAMN COOL!

Presents


DAMN LONG AGO PIC

在这几年，她们都是我的精神支柱。
无时无刻都在一旁支持着我。
虽然大家的path都不同了，
但是当大家sit tgt 聊天事，
赫然发现，大家都没变。
blur 的还是这样blur,
搞笑，自嘲的也一样搞怪。
是否脸皮，不要脸的也还是一样。
holy到要死，发话没这么多的，也还是一样。
大家真的都没变。
变的只是样貌吧！
HAHA
对啦，对啦，
都变漂亮到～
（自己例外）
HAHA!
平时不善于表达，
但是，真的很感谢你们。
AFTER As WE SHALL GO PARTYYYYY EVERY DAY!
WHEEEEEEEEEE~


MORE PRESENTSSS (WOAH SB GIFT CARD IS DAMN USEFUL)


from right : Joyce Bird Beat Les PQ

MY CLASS CLIQUEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~
HAHAHAHHAHA (got some element of beat laughter)
this bunch of people are CRAZY MAN!
made my life in JC DAMMNNNN INTERESTING.
everyday fill with DAMN LOUD LAUGHTERS, with TOUCHES X.X, with 撒娇s, with BMEp BUDBUD, with a crazy lil girl kuku over her maths tutor.
HAHA.
SUPER LOOKING FORWARD TO PROM btw!(random)
I WAN SEE PRESENT ON STAGEEEE!
AND i will make TEDDY BADGES and GIV YOU GUYS KAY!
AHHAHHA!
peeps ah peeps,
after A levels i really hope we will still meetup have fun etc.
thankyou for all the wonderful time you've spent with me,
not 嫌弃ing me.
thankyou peeps!
LET WORK HARD TGT YEA~
=DD

虽然口头上是说自己不管，
但是心里明明很在意。
对于自己的不到的东西，
我不会让其他人得到。
在面对这种事情，我就是这样。
我是自私的。
谁不是呢？

这一刻我停止了呼吸
是不是剩我有回忆
相信也不会冷的不露痕迹
而这代价竟不能把我打醒
这一秒我听不到空气
会不会唤醒逃避
就算老天要这样对我不公平
It's alright 我还有这勇气
再一次等待你爱的是我
经不起一错再错
掩饰寂寞却无处可躲
再一次等待你爱的是我
沉默也是一种解脱
也看不见这伤口
多么想再改变那结局
缺一不可的并非我能力所及~

全世界都停了电全 世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦

所以，
online shopping 有比我重要。
orh, 我懂了。
overvalued friendship.
我不会在笨下去了。
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~

btw,
im sick.
suay ttm.

human is the greatest walking contradiction.

was reading RIKOOOOOOO'S blog.
he had so much fun luh!
go rock climb, canoe, tracking and everything.
how i wish i had tht kinda life pls.
duno how long nv go track,
duno how long nv go see the flower flower, grass grass.
everyday is the same.
same old routine.
schooling, sleep, study,on phone, sleep.
WADS NEW?
damn bored.
well, one more mth to go.
hang on man~
*YAWNS*

HAHAHAHA WEIJIAN DAMN FUNNIE~
jiayou uh BRUDDERRRRRR~

说得好听，
本来口头上说好考完后要去哪里都可以。
骗人的。
告诉你我要去台湾，
你就给那种脸。
假慈悲说即使你让，我也得问爸爸。
好那如果爸爸让，你又会用什么理由来不让我去呢？
以前要跟学校去山东exchange prog,你不让。
要去bintan adventure trip with scl,你也不让。
连去朋友家过夜，玩闹，你也不让！
是怎样？
我在问你，你是想怎样？
我还有什么没让你满意的？
为什么，什么都不看我做？？
我只想跟朋友出国玩而已，
你把我关在家19年了，还不够吗？！
每次说我没有责任感，糊里糊涂，不想姐姐。
对，我就是没如她。
她最棒，最好，她去哪儿你最放心。
我做什么，你都不肯，不让！
我19岁了，每件小事都跟你报告。
你想要我怎样，我就怎样。
难道我不够听话吗？
我期待能被你释放的一天，
我快受不了了。
如果我真的叛逆了，
请不要怪我，只有你最明白原因是什么。

大家的步伐太快，
我跟不上。
真的跟不上。
当大家沉浸在那种拿了成绩很开心的心情，
我却只能在一旁默默的，
静静的看着错误连篇的卷子。
我很久没有感受过那种喜悦，
那种拿了卷子，
知道自己进步了，
知道自己考得不错的喜悦。
也忘了那种感觉是什么。。。
对自己彻底的失望 ，
我不再是游戏里的一份子。
我已经被踢出局了，
game over.

going to meet RE later to go TO TOWN!
but..
not to shop, nid to do some 正经事。
AND ALSO TO GET MY 9YRS AGO STUFF~
GOSH, 9YEARS MAN!
9YEARS!
AHHAHHAHHA!
i think bao mu DAMN PRO,
think kinda stuff oso can find.
and she like text me to warn me that the CD might be FAULTY.
X.X
hope its not...
ohyah RE says she gona treat me to MAKAN.
=D
i am a nice person,
shark fin, abalone, lobster,SriLanka crab will do.
the rest no need =DDD
been MTHS since i see her luh.
i bet later when we TAKE THE MRT,
ppl will STARE,
thn fans will start coming up,
well, not to me tho..
thn i cnfm kana SHOVE ASIDE.
thn kana PUSH TO ONE CORNER
*squard one poke fingers, wait for them to leave*
SO~ she really should teat me go MAKAN.
应该的！！
WADAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

today was suppose to wear formal.
but WHO CARES,
we pakat to wear shorts!
YAY!!!!!!!!!
气死他们。
well, we always do that wad RITE?
WAHAHAH!
OKAY~
i shall stop crapping and go prepare le.
*WAVES*

BYE~

自恋狂要回家了～
*waves*
cya in...
2weeks time!
=DD

finally prelims are OVER.
mths of studying at home and airport.
finding all sorts of ways to get myself to study.
ohyah, burning notes and drinking em.
FINALLY PRELIMS OVER.
(walau sound as if Alvl over)
Nway,spent my fri with bird, PQ, beat, les, aunty joyce and xinwei!
OHWELL,
but argued with my parents due to the CANNOT GO HOME AT 1130 BUT CAN GO HOME AT 1100 THEORY, and the WALKING ON SOME ULU STREETS AND TAKE TRANSPORT HOME IS SAFER TO SLEEPOVER IN BIRD'S HOUSE THEORY.
DUMB.
beat you get it hor? yea i know you do.

tday went KBOXING WITH S10 PEEPS!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
AHHAAH!
interesting peeps kay!!!! =DD

but...
went home for GP tut =.=
and allan was like,
eh, text les.
im like HUH?
thn he say, tell her that allan plead her to reply his text as he is concern with her progress.
i was like..
oh, okay..
so i text luh, and DUH les nv reply (mayb sleeping)
but everythime my phone VIBRATES,
he stared,
and i will b like,
OOPS not her.
and DUNO WHY SO MANY PEEPS TEXT ME.
(usually dun have one lor!! all wan diciao him rite!!! all my ACCOMPLICE! PQ, aunty Joyce, Xinwei, uegi, butter HORRRRR?????)
i think allan exp DAMN FUNNIE.
he was like O.O
ISZIT HER.
=.=

OKAY! yanfen jus IB $$ to the room18 person
YAY! 3 weeks for my bag to come!!!!!!!
okay,
tmr im going back there *points* with RE.
thn going ikea with aunty joyce and les (i think..)

OKAY GOODNIGHTS PPL!
teddy *WAVES*

btw, interesting note rite?
haha!